No Hope

Old Stories

!!!Warning!!!

-mentions of abuse          -mentions of neglect

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Another week goes by and I still get punished regularly, though most of them aren't bad...my body hurts to move most of the time, and I'm getting closer to shoto. That's the worst part, i'm letting him do as he pleases with me, i have no control anymore, my life is in his hands...i know i have to leave, its not like i enjoy being here, but...it's complicated

He came in a few minutes after i woke up with food and water, when he had fead me and let me drink he put it to the side and allowed me to sit in his lap again, he was talking how he always does when he asked a question i didn't expect

Todoroki-hey kitten?

Bakugou-y-yeah?

Todoroki-i noticed a scar on your head the other day, how did you get it?

Bakugou-...w-why do you want to know?

Todoroki-i want to know everything i can about you, you wouldn't mind telling me would you kitty?

...well he knows everything else, and it's not like he'll take no for an answer anyway...

Bakugou-um...

Todoroki-yes?

Bakugou-...when i was little my mom... she got r-really drunk a-and broke a bottle on my head, it never got treated properly and left a scar...

When he didn't say anything i got worried but then he made me turn to him and he had a really gentle look on his face, trusting and caring, it was...weird

Todoroki-i'm sorry kitten, if it helps my mother gave me this scar too

He pointed to the burn on his face that i was afraid to ask about, my expression widening into shock

Bakugou-s-she...

Todoroki-she said i looked too much like my father and poured boiling hot water onto my face, after realising what she had done she attempted to 'fix' it using her quirk, leaving a permanent scar on my face

I couldn't help but feel a bit sorry for him, even though i didn't want to, he just looked so...sad, i reached out and touched the scarred tissue gently without thinking and his eyes widened, staring at me with a look i hadn't seen before when i realised what i had done i backed off, immediately retracting my hand

Bakugou-s-sorry!

For some reason he didn't seem to get angry, unlike with everything else i did, touching him seemed to set him off a lot so i had avoided doing so until just now

Todoroki-...you understand don't you kitten

He reached towards my face and i flinched back, however he still gently moved the hair on my head covering the scar and continued to trace in with his fingers

Todoroki-this is why i love you, you understand, i understand too, i promise to take good care of you here, and you know that i would never hurt you unnecessarily like everyone else does, right?

Bakugou-...

Thinking about it...it was probably true, he only ever gives me punishments if i do something he doesn't like, but unlike at home he actually cares about me when he isn't angry, he doesn't look for reasons to hurt me...

Todoroki-kat?

Bakugou-y-yeah, i know

Todoroki-good, now come here, i want to kiss you more

I hesitantly go back over, sitting and looking away from his eyes, unable to make eye contact. Though the realisation that he doesn't hurt me entirely for the fun of it has left me slightly confused. If he doesn't...then does that mean he truly does love me? This isn't just some psychotic delusion or fascination he has of me, i mean...he's been meaner than my parents, but he's also been more caring and affectionate than they ever have, there has to be some other reason behind that, or maybe this psycho stalker and murderer does love me more than they ever will just because.

...I don't think I mind this as much now...

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....Fuuuuuuu-

This is so late to come out, I've just been under a lot of stress these past few weeks and completely forgot about it, I'll try finishing it up soon and hopefully I won't leave you waiting this long again.

Thank you for all of the support ( ﾟдﾟ)つ Byeヾ(•ω•')o

Edit: I'm also working on a couple of other story ideas that I may write up on here sometime soon so if you're interested keep an eye out. 👍