No Hope

New Experiences

!!!warning!!!

-mentions of blood -mentions of knifes -panic attack

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He's resulted to more slicing punishments recently, and i've noticed he has a fascination with my blood, he loves seeing me bleed and the pain it puts me in, even though he says it's justified by what i do i still hate it, it stings and is a completely different wound to the burns

Bakugou-p-please shoto i-it hurts!

Todoroki-you deserve this remember

Bakugou-...y-yes but i-i'm really s-sorry, p-please

He looked up from the blood-stained knife to my teary eyes, he crouched down in front of me, when i tried to move back he grabbed the chains and pulled me closer, my face meeting the sharp edge of the blade, i yelp in pain and try to pull away but it doesn't work

Todoroki-i want more katsuki. I need more

My jaw clenched tight, i looked away and tried to ignore the pain

Bakugou-...j-just a l-little m-more?

I see him smirk and he releases the chain, grabbing my arm and continuing to cut and slice for the next few minutes before finally stopping

Todoroki-you're so pretty like this kitty

Bakugou-i-it...hurts

He gently cups my cheek with his bloody hand, effectively putting it on my face, before kissing me passionately, i kissed back slightly since he likes it when i do and he pulled away smiling at me slightly

Todoroki-you're doing so well, i'm happy you stopped all of that whining, i'll get something for it in a moment i promise but i just want to...

He looked back at the cuts, i looked down and there were...s-so many, i looked away tearing up again

Todoroki-isn't it beautiful?

I didn't answer but i don't think he noticed, to engrossed by the blood

Todoroki-i didn't realise you could get prettier, i never want to stop but i don't want to start being unfair...

He sighed, i knew he was enjoying this and i was worried he wouldn't stop until i passed out, though i feel like i'm going to now

Bakugou-s-shoto...i-i'm tired...

Todoroki-go to sleep kitty, i'll take good care of you,, promise

I close my eyes and instantly pass out into his arms...

I opened my eyes and saw blood everywhere, but mainly on the door, i got slightly scared but went to investigate to see if anyone was hurt, i opened the door and it lead to a hallway that seemed to be going on forever, i followed the blood trail and it eventually led to another door, i reached out and noticed i was shaking, i grabbed at my wrist in an attempt to stop it but my breaths became quicker, i started shaking more and more and it got harder and harder to breathe until the door creaked opened at which my body froze, i slowly lifted my head after a few seconds and met the cold gaze of shoto. Anger covered every inch of his features, an unexpected and harsh cold wrapped around my limbs and when I looked back down chains were binding me to the point I couldn't move a millimetre. A hand guided my face back up to his where a sick smirk plastered his face, and he grabbed my throat. I struggled for air, gasping, coughing, and spluttering. As everything went dark I heard a voice calling me, I focused on it until I could no longer see. Then I woke up. Taking in breaths I didn't need, though it felt like I hadn't been able to get one in aeons. When i had caught my breath i looked around and saw shoto...worried.

Todoroki-are you ok kitten? You just started gasping out of nowhere, and you opened a few of your wounds again.

I stared at him in horror, even though he was speaking kindly right now all i could see was the angry version in my nightmares, and when he tried to reach out towards me i flinched back, evading his dangerous hand, and started to cry...

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These aren't coming out very fast at all but i hope they're still a decent quality, this should be finished within the next few chapters so i'll try getting that done. 👍

( ﾟдﾟ)つ Byeヾ(•ω•')o