Pregnant With His (Nate Maloley)

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I truly loved Nate so much.
He was my world at one point, until my word got fucked up.
Nate finally called me, and told me that hes, and he would be home soon.
He never came home that night, and I never called him either.
Of course I cried, because I always do.
I remember when I saw him at walmart.
He was with a girl with curly blonde hair, and a skinny figure.
It hurt me to see him with her, because we never even broke up, so I don't understand.
I never got her name, and I know I didnt want too.
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I still never told Haley, that I basically had to abort my child, but I figured its time to, so Stew can know that he isnt having a little nephew.
To My Bestfriendd💜:Come over in 10.
From My Bestfriendd💜: Alright Bbg.
30 minutes later the door opens, and a small piece of me was hoping it was Nate, but it was Haley, and I should have known that.
"Hi bbg" she says all smiley and gave me a hug.
"Why do you look so sad, and skinny" she asks
"I just cry, like I always do when im being a baby"
"Oh my gosh did I say something wrong" she asks
"No Haley, I-i-i lost the baby, and know Nate hasnt been home in a really long time, and the other day I saw him at walmart with another girl" i sob to her
"Kiara I didnt want to tell you this, but that girl was Cassie."
"You know the slut that everyone tries to get with because she's so fucking easy and desperate" haley was getting pissed
"Its okay Haley, dont worry, you dont need anymore stress then what you have right now, because it wont be worth it in the end"
"I just hope their both happy" i murmur and cry again
"I love you so much bestfriend" she says while hugging me
"If you want me and Stew to come stay with you for a while we can" she implies
"I would really love that, because it gets lonely here" i said
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Its been month. Months without Nate calling, or texting.
Months without his kisses.
Months without his cuddles.
Months since we had long talks at night, about little Aiden Maddox.
I've always wondered why God took him away from me.
My first ever son.
My love, and my life.
I guess everything happens for a reason, but that reason has caused so many people horrendous pain, and guilt.
Depression, and much more.
Its always going to be worse, but its just my Bestfriend who is keeping me sane at the moment, because God knows where I would be right now if it wasnt for her.

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