Pregnant With His (Nate Maloley)

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Its been days since ive talked to Nate.
I've tried texting, calling, even going by his house, but he hasn't replied.
Im worried, but then I shouldnt be because im sure hes just with Cassie, and shes a pyschotic freak who wont even let him have his phone.
My phone starts buzzing, and its from Haley.
"Hello" I answered
"Kiara" she said, but I could tell something was wrong by the pain in her voice
"What is it" i asked not knowing what response I was going to get
"H-he's gone" she cried out
"Whos gone" i asked worridly
"Nate" she cried out
I instantly dropped my phone, and fell to my knees.
My everything was gone.
I couldnt even deal with the face that what she said is actually true.
"God why did you do this to me" I asked, and begged him.
"You took so many people that I love away from me"
"Why God, Why" i just begged
//
I woke up from the horrible nightmare I was having.
I was in tears, and my pillow was already soaked.
I immediately called Nate.
The phone rung twice and he answered.
"Nate, omg you're okay" I cried
"Yes, why wouldnt I be" he asked
"I just had a nightmare thats all" i mumbled
"Do you need me to come over" he asked
"Idk, it just depends on if you are going to get mad, and hit me again" i asked solely
"I promise I wont love" he says
What if Nate really was gone.
What if I lost him.
My bestfriend.
My first real love.
My first everything at that.
He was my world, and I hated when I had nightmares like that.
It always freaked me out, and god knows I dont need freaked out.
//

Nate finally got here, and I couldnt have been happier.
He came into the bed, and just cuddled with me.
"So how would you like to try for our second baby" he asked
"Well I would love too, but we arent officially back together yet, and im still not sure I can trust you" i told him
"I completely understand love, and Ill give you all the time you need" he says so sweetly
"I really dont think i need time Nate"
"I love you way too fucking much to lose you again" I tell him
"Well be mine again lil mama" he asks
"Of course I will babe" i say, and give him a kiss.

Now the only bad thing about this, is how my face is still bruised.

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