"A shattered heart has to learn to be whole once more„
Although eventually the sun had set and Scaramouche left, you lay on your bed with still so many unanswered questions. The littlest things you did today had absolutely drained you, but those thoughts made it unable for you to fall asleep no matter how tired you felt. You heard the front door creak open, curiosity filled you and you slowly head out your room to see your sister. She noticed you and headed your way "Hi sis, you feeling a little better?" she patted your head as she entered the room "Uh.. Yeah" you gently sat back in your bed "That's good, alright. Goodnight sis" she headed to the bed above you.
You lay back down and hoped slumber would bring you back to the sweet realm of dreams, luckily for you it didn't take that long. The next morning you woke up to a delicious scent that came from the kitchen, the smell of pancakes that had lured you out of bed. You peeked through the door to see your sister cooking "Morning [Y/N]!" she said with a bright smile as she saw you out of bed, you gently creeped into the kitchen "Lucky for you i just finished, want to put something ontop or not?" she asked, you just shook your head and sat down. Your sister stopped the fire then placed the last pancake made on top of the others, she sat infront of you allowing you to take one first.
They were fluffy and absolutely delicious even without anything ontop, your sister made the second best pancakes. The top first would be..Your father.. You felt your heart get pinched as tears filled your eyes, your sister noticed "I know they aren't as good as his.. Do you want to eat something else?" she asked, you wiped your tears away with your sleeve "No, they are perfect" you said with a tired smile, although your eyes were watery and you felt no more appetite you still tried to finish the pancake you got. You felt sick to your stomach, you stood up "Do i have any missions..?" you asked silently, your sister thought for a moment "I am unsure, but you can always ask him"
You waisted no time, changing into your diplomat clothes then head out of your apartment. You walked towards his office and knock on his door 3 times, you heard a faint come in.
Understanding it clearly you opened the door and entered the room, you gently closed the door behind you. Scaramouche looked up to see you, he wore a tired smile before asking you to take a seat infront of him "Yeah what's wrong? Don't tell me you want to hug to sleep again" he said, you blushed slightly at the idea "No.. Err, do i have any missions?" you asked, Scaramouche stopped writing on the paperwork "Sorry?" You repeated your question, Scaramouche shook his head "Not in the state your in"There was a brief silence "But.." Scaramouche hushed you "[Y/N] look at yourself, you need time. Thats okay, you need time to mourn" he said, your heart ached. You wanted to avoid that reality "Speaking of, your mother sent you a letter" he said handing you, just like he said, a letter. You took it and carefully opened it, as you read through it your heart ached even more "Do i have to go..?" you asked, you felt like your chest was being crushed by an unimaginable force. Scaramouche on the other hand sighed "[Y/N] it's your fathers funeral, yes you have to go. I know it hurts but you will regret it if you don't go, so get yourself ready as it's in an hour"
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a maidens promise (rewriting)
FanfictionYou had just started living a peaceful life, your big sister was always there for you and your parents loved all of you dearly. But as your father becomes extremely sick your older sister goes off to work, joining the fatui. Taking example you join...