You had just started living a peaceful life, your big sister was always there for you and your parents loved all of you dearly. But as your father becomes extremely sick your older sister goes off to work, joining the fatui. Taking example you join...
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"Oh please lord forgive me, i love you. All i ask for you is to love me back„
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Hi lovely! I don't know who needs it, but this chapter contains a make-out session, feel free to skip it if it makes you uncomfortable <3
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Scaramouche hummed a pleasant melody as he waited patiently at the dock with you, he seemed awfully cheerful today. You silently watched him hum this sweet tune, although he seemed in a good mood, he seemed extremely tired, almost as if he hadn't slept in days. You didn't want to interrupt him, especially not when he hummed so peacefully. You wondered if it was an Inazuman tune, or if he made it up, he seemed like the type of man who would be very traditional towards Inazuma, ancient Inazuma even. You started thinking of the night before, you haven't talked to eachother about it, not one bit. Suddenly Scaramouche stopped humming "Say, [Y/N] I'm curious, what did you do when you left" he seemed to truly believe you wanted to leave for good, wich sure you thought about it but you had no intentions to do so "I learnt how to use a bow" you said, he hummed in response "That's good"
He crossed his arms as his gaze layed on you, feeling his eyes have fallen upon you, you turned to look at him back "You know, I'm in a rather good mood. If you want to talk go ahead" he said looking back at the ocean, you grew a little nervous "Well, i didn't know you cared that i left for a break" you said, Scaramouche frowned "Why would i not?" he asked looking back at you, in response you shrugged "You seem so angry when you left my room so.. I thought maybe.." you stopped there, you didn't quite know the words "I seemed angry?" he sounded confused "Yes sir, you did" he looked down to his feet then back at the ocean seeing the boat far away arriving smoothly "I see, i infact was not angry at you"
There was a silence that installed itself, you sighed "Why did it even affect you, im but a diplomat" you said crossing your arms, Scaramouche groaned "You are far more than that you-" with a shake of your head you cut him off "Me.. Not her." you spat, it definitely caught him off guard "She is important to you, but me.. I am nothing" you said frowning, you felt disappointment fill your veins, Scaramouche didn't reply. Not a single sound escaped either of you till the boat arrived and allowed you both in, you leaned against the edge, watching the waves hit the boat. You ofcourse weren't the only diplomat on board, most of them seemed uneasy under Scaramouche's gaze, as for you.. It didn't bother you that much, when you turned to look at him as he stood in the distance, you notice how his veil and clothes moved in the wind.
You couldn't help but feel heat rise to your cheeks, he held his hat as he looked up at the sky, oh archons he was so pretty.. You shamefully looked back at the water, you felt almost embarrassed to catch feelings for him. But of course.. It wasn't your feelings, these were hers.. Right? At this point even you didn't know, if you were her did that mean you were destined to fall for him? Or did you have your own opinions on things? It seemed to not matter at all, but when a hand landed on your shoulder you almost shrieked in fear. You turn your head to see Scaramouche, his presence made you even more ashamed "You seemed deep in thought, did i scare you?" he asked, you nodded slowly "Yeah, you did" you said turning your head, you couldn't look at him. It felt scary, he sighed "[Y/N] did you find anything when you were away? You know, like clues"
