I got a text from Ethan
MyKing😘💯: Y/N , please tell me why we can't make this work
Me: it can't! My life is too hectic and I need to let some things go. I need to let you go before I hurt you.
MyKing 😘💯: why?
Me: Ethan, i have school, I have a job that makes my life to hectic. And to top it all off my dad has stage 4 cancer and has at least 1 month left to live. And after that, my whole body will shut down. I'll want to be alone. Please don't make this harder then it has to be.
MyKing 😘💯: At least let me come over to talk about this.
Me: okay and I'll give you your ring back while you're at it.
Ethan had given you an engagement ring 2 month ago. You guys have been dating for 2 years. Even tho you two were young, he knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you.
You heard a knock at the door and knew it was Ethan. You knew you were acting out of depression. But you couldn't help it. Why would you wanna hurt the thing you love the most in this world? Why scar him with your life problems?
"Y/N, open up." He said through the door.
You slid off your ring, and stared at it for a few seconds. Is this really how you wanted to end it?
A tear escaped your eyes and slid down your face, then you wiped your cheek. You breathed in and then out before you walked to your door.
You opened the door, an the first thing you did was grab Ethan's hand and put the ring in it. You went back into your room and tried to shut your door, but Ethan held it open. You could see the veins in his muscles as he held it open, you could tell he was getting upset by the way he clenched the door.
"Why are you doing this?" He said with his arm still on the door and his head hanging down.
"Ethan, I don't want to put you through MY misery. I want to be alone." You said as a tear shed in front of him.
"Y/N, isn't it better to have someone to be there with you? To see which way you're gonna fall and then catch you. To have a shoulder to cry on. Isn't it better?" He said with his head still drapped on his neck, hanging low.
"You know Id rather be alone when I'm upset." You said back to him.
"Y/N, I love you. I can't imagine me with someone else. You're the only girl I've told my secrets to. The only girl I've been loyal to. You're my best friend, my queen, my everything. Without you, I'm nothing." He said finally looking up at you. You saw the tears stream down his face. It broke your heart to see him In so much pain. But you thought it was the best for the both of you.
"Ethan, I love you too, I just.. I just don't wanna hurt you." You heard your voice crack at the end of the sentence and slammed your door then locked it. You felt your tears flood your face almost as if you were drowning.
*THROUGH OUT THE DAYS*
Ethan would always message you.
Ethan: keep your head up Princess 👑
Ethan: be strong beautiful❤️
Ethan: I miss you.
Ethan: you'll always be my one and only ❤️
Ethan: I will wait for you. 😘
Ethan: Te Amo
Ethan: I Love You. ❤️
*FEW WEEKS LATER*
Your dad died today. At the funeral you cried an cried. You were the last one standing at his grave.
"Daddy, I miss you so much, but i know you're in a better place with mama now." You said shedding one last tear before walking away.
~Ethan's POV~
It was the night, her father died. Her balcony door was open, even tho it was midnight. She always did that since she lives in the woods, no one there to bother her or kidnap her.
I always climbed in to see her. She loved it. It was our thing.
I climbed up her house and finally into her balcony.
I walked into her room to see Y/N curled up in a ball.
I slowly got on top of her bed. The moon glistened in her room enough to where I could look at her face and see that she had puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks. I brushed her hair out of her face and laid next to her.
I wrapped my arms around her and brought her in close to my chest, I put my chin on top of her head. She moved her head slowly and stared into my eyes.
"I love you." She whispered.
"I love you too." I whispered back to her then kissing her forehead goodnight as we both drifted of into sleep.
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