Its Friday and were currently arriving to my grandmas's house.
I rung the doorbell and my grandma answered.
"Hi grandma."
"Hi Melly."
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Its later in the day and I'm currently on face time with austin as my family is in the room with me.
"Play something for us Mel." Auntie said
I leaned the phone against something making sure it wouldn't fall and that Austin could see me.
"What do y'all want me to play?'
"Grandmas haven't heard your new song yet."
"You want me to do that one?"
They nodded.
I nodded and turned on my great grandma's keyboard which turns on the microphone.
I stood up and grabbed the microphone setting it up so it was in front of my mouth as I played.
"Can you hrlear me grandma?"
She nodded.
"Alright this song is called Lovin so hard and before you ask yes it was about how I feel about my boyfriend."
I heard awes and I smiled.
I looked at austin who was also smiling.
I started finding the tune once I did I started singing.
"You're the one I wanna talk about talk about."
I licked my lips.
"Had a few but you knock them out knock em out."
"Might just let you meet my mama now mama now, might just let you lock it, lock it down."
I ribbed my lips together and looked at Austin's screen.
"Guess I've been loving how you are with me, are with me."
He has his mom Ac and Rob there also Rocco.
"Ain't no fussing ain't no arguing, arguing."
"Every plane need a pilot, pilot. Tell me baby who you flying with?"
There watching me sing it also.
"Like ooh ah, wanna, wanna be around you, got me breaking, breaking all of my rules, its everything that you do that got me like ooh, ooh."
"When I wake up."
I licked my lips.
"You're the first thing that comes to mind, wanna see you like all the time yeah we be loving so hard."
"When I wake up."
I bit my lip and smiled.
"You're the first thing that cones to mind, wanna see you like all the time, yeah we be loving so hard."
Memories of Austin and I ran through my mind as I looked at him.
"We be loving, we be loving so hard, we be loving, we be loving so hard, ain't nobody love him like I love him, ain't nobody steal him, damn we be loving hard."
"We be loving, we be loving so hard, we be loving, we be loving so hard I'm missing when in holding him, miss him when im kissing him damn we be loving hard."
I saw my sister get up and start dancing to the song.
I giggled.
"Tryna find, find the words to say, words to say, to describe what you mean to me, mean to me, side by side like the ting and yang, ying and yang, like the step yo my Lil wayne ."
