A week later ~
It's been a week since Austin and I broke up and I just I can't take it anymore.
I've attempted suicide so many times. I just wanna be in his arms again.
I haven't shower in a week which I'm about to shower now cause I can't take the BO smell it's gross.
I got out of the shower and dressed into pajamas. It's Saturday so I have no school.
I'm gonna do today what I did last Saturday and try to hang myself except I can't find any rope or scarves .they took it all away from me.
Ok so not hanging myself. Oh how about I take tons of pills.
Sounds good to me.
I walked into my moms bathroom and grabbed a bottle of her pills.
I opened the container and walked back to my room. I grabbed my suicide note and sat on my bed.
I started taking one by one. I finally took the entire bottle and started feeling drowsy.
There was a knock on my bedroom door and I ignored it locking the door.
"Goodbye."
I fell off the bed and to the floor and passed out.
Austin's P.O.V
I knocked on her bedroom door and she didn't answer.
"Mel it's me."
Nothing.
I tried opening it, it was locked. I took a penny front my pocket and unlocked it.
I saw her passed out on the ground and an empty pill bottle next to a note.
I picked the note up and read it.
'Dear mom and Kurt,
I'm sorry I just can't take anymore. I've written this note to tell you how much I love you.
Mom I'm so sorry for being rude to you. I love you with all my heart.
Kurt thank you so much for letting me live with you. You've been so good to me and my sister and brother.
Nate thanks for all the Christmas presents. We may of had our differences but I still love you.
Maryann I'll be gone soon sissy so I need you to help mom with David. I love you so so so much.
Mom tell Austin I love him so much no matter what happened.
Goodbye forever.
~Melanie~'
"Oh my god."
I looked at her and called for her mom. Tears streaming down my face.
I grabbed her bridal style and walked downstairs.
"Guys I'm taking her to the hospital. She's attempted suicide again."
"What?"
I walked out to my car and put her in it. I then quickly drove to the hospital calling it so they know I'm coming.
I got there and they had a gurney waiting. I laid her on it and they took her to pump her stomach.
I sat in the waiting room waiting for her family to get here.
Melanie's P.O.V
I heard voices.
Damn no I'm still alive.
