Light at the end of the tunnel

CHAPTER THREE

It feels weird when things become complicated and tough, it  feels like it won't get back to it's customery orders, but yet with time it will be a bygone
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CHAPTER THREE

Faridah

It’s been four days now and I didn’t even get the fortitude to outface my sister, it has to stop by any means, I can’t cheat on my own sister. Yes I will stop this and then bury it without her knowing a thing.

My phone vibrate beneath the pillow and I sneak out my hand to drag it, but as soon as the caller ID captured my gaze, contrition showered upon my face but I congregate all my zeal together and slide the green button.

“how is my queen doing” azaan's fair-haired voice hits my ears

I didn’t even know when the awkward moment dismissed within a split second and get replace with a darling and fond time

“Doing good and how is my beloved Azaan doing” I place my two palms across my mouth the instant I realized what I said

“Awwn finally she accept me” he mutters agitatedly

“well, I didn’t and besides I didn’t even realize the time I say that” I says guilt-ridden

Azaan liberate a low sigh and I did the same

“farida” he calls and it takes everything in me to melt

“I know you are afraid to accept me but believe me there is nothing between your sister and I” he pauses and continue

“yes back then, I felt something for her and from that it turns to love but she never paid any attention to me, despite knowing she was dating at that time I kept on trying but still it all went in vain and now we share nothing except friendship” he spiels out

What should I do? I don’t know if what he just said is the truth or maybe I should ask taheera for more information.

“Are you insane? What if she finds out that you also have feelings for him” my subconscious mind ask

Yes I shouldn’t ask, and if what he says is the truth taheera will say it one day.

“ok fine but promise me that taheera will never know about us” I pleaded

“Of course she will”

The time stops the second he said so, oh God I am so dead, taheera will never forgive me if she finds out

“No no you can’t Azaan, do you want taheera to addled when she finds out? I can’t do this my sister, she deserve more than this Azaan” I declaim standing on my feet going back and forth

“faridah listen to me!” he recess then prolong

“we aren’t bamboozling taheera, we have feelings for each other and we both know it’s mutual, but since you insisted on not telling her or anyone else, it’s ok with me so relax” he austerities

He keeps on comforting me and it takes everything in me to trust his words. I know I shouldn’t do this to my sister or I should inform her about what I feels toward her boyfriend but I am scared, it will encompasses  everyone’s attention in the family and I will be at fault no matter how much I try.

AZAAN

I know what we are doing to taheera is not good but our hearts beat for each other, our feelings is mutual I can’t lose farida to anyone and furthermore taheera and I are not officially dating yet.

I need to tell her but only if farida comes up with any genuine plan. I don’t want the two sisters to fight over love, or in other way over me.

Later on, kabeer called and informed me about hakim’s wedding events and as a matter of fact I totally forgot that due to my mom’s surgery.