Soulmates

Sorry isn't everything

“If the hurt comes
So will the happiness
-be patient "

Ahh why my head is so heavy! I move a little but the pillow winch, THE PILLOW WINCH!! OMY GOD!! I hurriedly open my eyes and see a bellybutton. What(?) I cautionly touch it. “hmm mm". I look at saw Jungkook with some rashes on his body. Then something click in my head and i look again this time seeing properly!... Oh that's hickey not rash huh! “Wait - WHAT THEY ARE HICKEYS!! "

My eyes travel further on his body. AND HIS NAKED!!!!!(?) WTF HIS HAPPENING HERE! i Look away then i look at myself and i was h-half naked... Omy god what happened at night!! I hold my hairs tightly, trying to remember something.

Then all the memories from the night starts to hit me and it hit me hard! “Can i have... Can I have the honour to call you mine?" ‘Yes' He said crying.
OMYGOD what i did!! “ now you're mine ". No no no no... ! Every memory from my fight with hyung to giving those hickeys to Jungkook i remember everything. My eyes water at the thought of my mistakes... Not only i hurt Jimin and Yoonjea hyung , i hurt jungkook as well.

Why did i gave him hopes when i know i can't give Jimin's place to anyone! I-i can't do this! No I can't. I quickly get up , wear my shirt and about to go out when i look at jungkook. I feel bad for him i-i can't leave him like this. I gently dress him up and leave the house.

I run and run until my legs gave up and i sat down on a bench. My tears won't stop, doesn't how much i try. “Hey, i look up at the familier voice. ‘H-hyung' my voice broke. My tears roll down seeing him in this condition and all of it because of me! “I-i'm so sorry hyung!! I'm really sorry, i didn't know what i was doing! I'm so sorry! I cried out. But he just smile and sat down beside me. ‘it's okay Teahyung ah.. i know you didn't do it intentionally.'  “please forgive me hyung!" ‘I never got angry at you so i don't have anything to forgive you for'. Hyung said patting my back smoothingly.

“You know, you should appolozise to jimin. He is one who got hurt more." *Sniff* ‘I- i will hyung. ' “Good, you know he didn't stop crying the whole night" ‘wea?' i ask confuse. He chuckle, “This is why he loves you i guess ". Huh(?) Then it hit me... “H-he loves me?" He laugh and then hiss in pain. ‘You both are so dumb!' he look at me in the eyes making me nervous. Does he knows i love jimin? “ you remember the day he ask you if you like kook or not" ‘yes' he smile “That was the day he was gonna propose you, But your dumb ass just had to broke his heart. And now i know that you also love him... He sigh! B-but i don't want to give him up! He eyes watering at the thought.

“If you did it now hyung, i won't be able to take care of him" i said shallowing hurt. He looks at me worriedly. “Wea, are you okay.. i know if you confess H-he will come to you! He rant but i stop him. “Hyung! Listen to me please.... I made a big mistake and i don't want to make difficulties for everyone. ” ‘what you talking about? What did you do? I-i suddenly my hands are more interesting. “Tea, he gently lift my head, what happened?" ‘I-i propose jungkook and i think we had something physical... I trail on.

“W-what! Are you Insan!! That kid has feelings for you and you just - I'm sorry!"... ‘Hyung promise me you will take care of jimin and i-i will take care of jungkook. I don't want to see him heartbroken just because of me, i know what i have to do now'.

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“WHY YOU DIDN'T TELL ME!! WHO DID THIS??? I TOLD YOU TO CALL MS IF ANYTHING HAPPENES??" Jin was angry scolding jungkook when Teahyung got home. ‘H-hyung- DON'T HYUNG ME AND YOU- he said pointing at Namjoon who was silently comforting a crying jungkook. “YOU!! DIDN'T I TELL YOU NOT TO F- NOT TO SILENT OUR PHONE'S HUH!! H-hyung  atleast listen to him- SHUT UP YOU- Hyung! Tea call him nervously.

“Teahyung ah! Where were you!! Look At jungkook. You and Jimin - he said glancing at jimin and Tea. Where were you when my brother was getting hickeys or worst." He said very angry. “Hyung please listen to him- No first tell me where were you the whole night?". He said looking at jimin who avoid eye contact.

‘H-hyung' again jungkook call out shakily. “WHAT!" He shout. Jungkook Star crying historically in namjoon's arm. “JIN STOP IT! LISTEN TO HIM". Namjoon finally scream stoping Jin. “Hey bud it's okay, tell me what happened!" He said comforting jungkook.

“Hyung i will explain - You? Jin stop. “yes hyung... Actually the hickeys were given by me! Everyone looks at him shock beside Jungkook. “Actually what happened at night is- he explained everything to them. After that Jin hug him tightly and appolozise to Jungkook. Teahyung saw Jimin going upstairs so he follow.

“Jimin wait- he turn around after being called. ‘What' he said kind of rudely. “I-i... I'm sorry! Please forgive - i can't! ‘W-what'.. “I-i need time. Think as a break for us".

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After that day Teahyung many times tried to appolozise or to talk to him but every time he tried to do something,Jimin ignore him or just run away. Yoonjea, jungkook, Jin, namjoon everyone tried but nothing really worked. After 3 month's Teahyung lost hope and became distance to everyone. Always thinking about something, staring at space for hour's (kind of depression).

“Jungkook i thing it's for you to take action, Jimin's condition is same there!" ‘Hyung but what should I do?'
“Guys take them to a trip... I mean we will take you guys!! Right Namjoon! Jin said looking at Namjoon who just smile in response. “Anything for my little one's "!

“Hyung , i thing we should take them both seperately... Jimin don't want to see him and he will definitely try to talk if he saw him." ‘Isn't is better if they talk things out?' ask Jungkook looking at his hyung's.

“No, sometimes you need some alone time to understand some feelings ".he said entering in the house. ‘Hobi hyung!!' Jungkook run to his arms. “Don't worry y'all, your hope is here!" He said smiling brightly.
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A/n: Sometime you need some distance from your love ones to know what you really want in that relationship!

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