Chapter ll

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Wills POV

After that day, Mike comes over ever other day to smoke weed together. Jonathan wonders were all his weed goes but he just buys new ones.

It's a Saturday and Mike said he would come over. No one is home, Jonathan is with Nancy and my mom decided to take an extra shift. I am cleaning my room so it looks neat. I finish putting my clothes away when I hear the doorbell. I race down the stairs nearly almost slipping in my socks.

I sprint to the door wiping it open so fast it blows air in my face. I'm smiling and panting because I just ran down the stairs. "Hi." I smile brightly with heavy breathing. "Why hello. Jeez, did you just run a marathon?" Mike laughs, I laugh with him. "Come in."  I say turning to the side and spreading my arm out to welcome Mike.

I close the front door. I look to Mike and he looks to me. We both have that smirk that says "you ready?" But I know what he was really going to say. "RACE YA'!" Mike says sprinting so fast I didn't get to say anything. "NO WAIT!!" I laugh sprinting after him. We race up the stairs and I almost beat him when I slip in my goddamn slippery socks. "OOF." I yell very loudly when I take a tumble face first.

"Will!! Are you okay??" Mike races over to me. I look at him with a straight face and I can see the worry in his eyes. But I can't help but start laughing. "What the hell Will."Mike chuckles along. I get up and sprint past him. "I WON!!! HAHAHA." I laugh jumping up and down in my room. "You little.." Mike says sprinting towards me, knocking me over. Mike starts tickling me. "WAIT! Spare.. haha... meee.." I try to talk but I'm laughing so hard.

When Mike stops we smile at each other. I could feel the electricity, something was telling me to kiss him, but I can't. I won't do that to him. So, I look away at the ground when my smile fades. "I uh, I have the joint over here." I say getting up. I grab a joint and hand it to Mike. He takes a whiff and then so do I.

And before I knew it we were higher then a kite.

"Wowww, Will do you see that spinning lamp or is that just me." Mike says tilting his head. "No, yeah I see that lamp." The lamp is spinning and it looks like a glowing ballerina. I can see out of the corner of my eye Mike turns to look at me. I look over at him and we are face to face.

"Do you ever like.. I don't know. This is gonna be a weird question but like, do you ever wonder if your gay?" Mike says turning to face forward towards my closet. "Yeah." I say facing forward. I don't think he was expecting me to agree, I think he was expecting a no. Which surprises me because pretty much everyone knew I was gay.

"Oh.. I.." mike says with a confused look on his face. I haven't really come out to him yet, I mean I have given hints and everyone else just kinda knew. But Mike, let's just say, he's blind to these kinda things. "I'm gay Mike, everyone else knows your just behind." I say leaning my head back on my wall. He looked shocked at first, but slowly by his facial expressions I could tell he was slowly starting to put the puzzle pieces together.

"Oh." Mike says less confused and more like he figured it out. "Yeah." I say looking over to face him. He turns my direction. We're face to face know. I can see him looking to my lips but I ignore it. All I wanted to look at is his eyes, I wanted to get lost in them. "I love your nose." Mike says smiling and booping my nose. "Well, I like your eyes." I say smiling back. "I like your eyes as well." Mike says leaning his head against the wall still my direction. "I like your hair." I say reaching out and putting a curly strand behind his ear.

"I like your lips." Mike says so causal, so serious. How? How could he say something like that. But my high ass fell for it, like always. We weren't smiling anymore, we were leaning in. God, I can't stop, I shouldn't kiss him, but I want to so fucking bad. I close my eyes waiting for his lips to crash into mine, but I heard the door open. We both jumped back.

"Will? Oh hey Mike!" Jonathan says, he had this look that he wanted something from me. "Hi Jonathan." I smile a nervous smile. "Uh, have you seen my joints at all..?" Jonathan says tilting his head. "Uh.. no, I haven't sorry." I am trying my best to resist my laugh. "Alright I'll get going then, bye Will, bye Mike." Jonathan says closing my door.

It's silent, until I snort. Then me and Mike burst into laughter were practically crying. "His face was priceless!!" I say laughing in between words. We just lay, laughing, until it slowly fades. It's quiet again. "Your fun when your high." Mike says turning his face to look at me while laying down on the cold ground. I turn over to him. What does he mean? "What.. do you mean?" He looks towards the ceiling for a bit, thinking. "Well, I mean your not as quiet, closed off, your more.. free, you know?" I get what he means, I am very quiet and closed off. But I can't help but admire his side profile for a bit.

"Yeah I understand. I guess it's just because I'm afraid of getting hurt." I say facing the ceiling as well. "Yeah, I get that." Mike says with an understanding tone. It's silent, but not an uncomfortable silence, it's a cozy silence. I lean up and look toward Mike, he looks at me. I reach over to smoke some more because I don't feel high enough anymore.

"Gimme some too." Mike says taking the joint from my hand.

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Before we know it we're in the bathroom up against the wall, my head in his lap, flirting just like last week. It's because we're higher then ever right now.

We're giggling at literally nothing, everything is funny right now. "What if.. like you kissed me or something. That would be crazy." I giggle snuggling Mikes hand. "Hmm, I think about it a lot." Mike says leaning over to face me, smirking. "I think about kissing you a lot too." I say leaning my head back to face his face.

It's quiet, all I can feel is the electricity between us. I wanna kiss him so bad, but I hear, drip drop. Mike looks up at the ceiling and there's a small leak. Mike giggles and then I giggle, before I know it were laughing harder then ever.

God, I love him so much. I just wish I knew he loved me.

Authors note
Im sorry for the bad chapter. Schools been stressful. I hope it's decent at least. Also loving there friendship, I like to express trust before romance so this is them just growing more trust worthy with each other.

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