Afreeah

Chapter-4 say hello to depression

We went home safely while Maryam took me to my room I was so confused I didn't even know what to do,I slept off and woke up in the night with Iqrah calling my name I stood up and walked slowly to the voice and I saw my dad and iqrah I screamed and woke up "thank god it was just a nightmare" I said "Afreeah get ready for school and come down" Maryam said "na'am ok I'm coming " I replied in allow tone, I took a shower got dressed I wore a black long huddy and black jeans with white cap and black gele, I looked in the mirror and saw iqrah smilling and "said u look pretty today" I immediately took a high heel and threw at the mirror
I knelt down and began to cry, I took a mirror piece and wanted to kill my self and Maryam walked in and slapped me I began to cry she hugged me and said "you want to kill yourself and leave me and ummi here fah" I replied " no Maryam don't say that please" I won't I promise
She took me downstairs fed me and took me to school the place I fear the most because it's because of school daddy and iqrah died if we weren't going to school Notin could have happened.
We arrived at school ishah ran and came to hug me and we went inside,on our way we saw Marwa A.k.A school bully everyone hated her and the rest of her gang saeema and ummulkhairi they were so pretty mostly ummulkhairi but she was dom,saeema was smart cuma and all the guys were always starting at her in class or she'll have like 3 bf's a day, they can up to us and pushed me aside then marwa turned back and said you look uglier today did you change something and turned around with ummulkhairi and saeema and left, I ran out of there leaving ishah behind we went to class for English and Jamal Walked inside sat beside me and said "afreeah ya ki ke" I blushed so bad and replied "Lafiya" ishah looked at me and started laughing.
Break time,
Marwa came up to me " stay awway from my boyfriend u wierdo" she said I replied " witch what do you mean who's your boyfriend" "don't act dumb Jamal" marwa said, marwa why can't you stick with only one person and I'm sure jamal would not want to date a witch trust me I said that and left after that I felt so relived finally speaking up and letting in out of my chest,
Closing time,
Hey afreeah Jamal said I'm coming over today with my sis okay i said "ok no problem" and left while I was on my way home the flash back came I began to cry more than usual because this time ishah and Jamal were there with Maryam petting my head to calm me we reached home and saw mom lying down on the floor unconscious with her hand bleeding Jamal and his sister Khadijah entered the seen we took her to the hospital and found out what I would have never imagined.