Afreeah

Chapter-16 no im not ready yet

They told me that I would be getting married to sadiq in two days, I tried my best to object but Maryam shut me up I ran to my room and cried on my bed thinking of how my childhood had been destroyed and the worse part is that my birthday was in three days.

I hated sadiq even more, because of him my childhood I'll never be normal again " I hate you sadiq I hate you" I screamed out loud, I went to the balcony and was ready to commit suicide when hidaya walked in and immediately stopped me she took me back in the room and I cried on her shoulders and said " hidaya everything Is wrong with me"

Then hidaya replied "no nothing is wrong with you , who will bring a smile back on my face, who will cry on my shoulders, who will tickle me till I fall of the bed" I smiled and looked at her and thought how god could give me such a loving and caring best friend.

The next day Maryam took me to the saloon and did my hair she bought me dresses and she did things that people would do when they are getting married I was so sad that she did not care about me anymore.

When we went home hidaya was there and immediately I saw her I ran and hugged her we went to my room with the stuff we bought and she began to admire everything sha then said " afreeah why tf are you not happy you got everything I ever wished for and yet you are crying"

I then replied with tears " I never wanted any of this so why tf won't I cry I hate everyone I just want to die" I then started crying and destroying everything in sight knowing that tomorrow I was going to have an arranged marriage which I never wanted I hated my life.

Few hours later by 6:30 hidaya went home I then laid on my bed thinking of the time me and sadiq had together and how he always took my side while doing that I slept off.