(Please don't get mad at me, i didn't read many of wxs and l/n stories so I'm not sure how this will go--)The two were playing outside, as per usual. The two children were having fun, running around, playing tag as a monster and a damsel in distress. "Raah!!" Yelled out the boy, "I'm a scary monsterr!!" He put his fingers near his mouth, as if to make it look like he had fangs. The girl just laughed. He felt embarrassed. "Saki! You're supposed to run away and be scared!" The older boy pouted to his younger sister. "but you're so funny!" The girl, whose name was Saki, merely laughed. "Tsukasa-nii, i don't think you suit being the bad guy." Saki said while hugging her plush bunny. "Then... How are we supposed to play tag?" The boy, Tsukasa, asked. He felt confused on why his sister said that. "maybe... We can just do swordfights! Hyah! En guard!" Saki yelled out as she picked up a nearby stick, getting into a position. "....hahaha!! Saki, that's a great idea! Fight me! " (A/N : he made the >:] face) he was just so happy, no words could describe it. Anda so the two began to have their swordfight. However, it wasn't long until someone won. Tsukasa decided to aim closer to Saki's face to catch her off-guard, his plan worked. Not in a way he expected.
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"SAKI! IM SO SORRY! DONT CRY! I DIDNT MEAN TO!"
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"....Tsukasa-nii?"
The girl's voice broke out the painful silence. Tsukasa immediately raised his head up, "Saki! You're awake!" The boys face lit up but his sister could clearly see the traces of sadness in his eyes.
"I'm okay." Saki whispered, as if to remind herself. This wasn't her first time being in the hospital, but this was different. She couldn't see through her left eye. "Tsukasa-nii? W-what did you do..?" She asked, voice trembling, she wants to know what happened but she's scared to know the truth. Her brother stayed silent. "...I'm sorry but.. I hurt your eye.." he said looking downwards, he didn't dare look at Saki's face that time. "but! It's alright, right? I mean, you can still see. Piano is definitely not a problem! Right, Sa--" he finally saw his sister's face. She had a big cloth wrap her head on her left, it looked bloody, she looked scared, she probably wanted to cry, it's not alright.The two stood in silence, staring at each other, for quite a while. Tsukasa then ran to hug her and bursted into tears, "I'M SO SO SO SORRY SAKI I SWEAR I DIDNT MEAN IT I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD HURT YOU ARGH IM JUST THE WORST BIG BROTHER EVER--" he kept on complaining about him being the worst and apologizing that it just started to sound like white noise to Saki.
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Now, they're all grown up. Able to take care of themselves. But, Tsukasa says that Saki isn't ready for the outside world yet. Ever since the incident, he's been so paranoid. Eventually, they both had to go to school. Saki had been reconnecting with her friends while Tsukasa is still on the chase to be a star. (I'm pretty sure the rest of the story goes the same as og) until one day, "Tsukasa-nii! Let's go on a picnic!" The girl said. Tsukasa was about to say no but he took a quick glance at her, she was all ready with a picnic basket and suitable clothing for the outside. Even her eye patch was stylish. He had no choice. Let's just hope nothing bad happens...The two were talking on about life everyday, both laughing and enjoying talking to each other. It's been a while since they had a normal casual conversation. It seems like Saki's idea of a sibling-bonding-picnic or whatever she calls it, is not a bad idea after all. The sun was slowly setting and they decided to stay for the beautiful sunset but they saw people leaving, why? Did they not want to see the sunset? It wasn't too late to turn back now but they stayed anyway.
Suddenly a strong gust of wind approached them, blowing away their adorable picnic setup. Tsukasa held Saki and hugged her tight so that they wouldn't be blown away. Tsukasa looked around to find a safe spot but he saw nothing and no one. Slowly some trees started moving violently. They both started running somewhere somewhat safe. And then, a big tree started falling in their direction. Tsukasa acted on impulse and pushed his dear sister away, "TSUKASA-NII! DONT DO THIS!" she screamed, clinging onto her brother's jacket. "YOU GOTTA COME WITH ME!" she begged and begged and begged. Yet, he just pushed her away. "I'm sorry Saki.. but, it's for you." "TSUKASA-NII, DONT. PLEASE. DONT HURT ME LIKE THIS!" she never thought she'd ever use those words. Even Tsukasa was shocked, however he just smiled and laughed. "That's a nice spirit you got there, Saki! Please continue living like that!" Saki started to cry. She was about to see her brother die, and his last words to her are compliments? What is this sick joke? "I want you to come with me! " She choked out her tears, Tsukasa couldn't bear to see this. He started crying too. "What do you mean? I'll always be with you Saki!"
"Huh?"
"When you look in the sky and see a bright, shining star, that's me! I've made my dream in becoming a star true!"
"....pfft.. hahaha! Oh.. Tsukasa-nii.. "
"That's why..."
"Don't cry, Saki!"
Slam. She saw him. Dying. In front of her eyes. Saki couldn't believe it. She had to rest her entire life processing his death.
One night, Saki was wandering around. She looked up into the beautiful night sky. And saw, possibly, the brightest star ever.
He made it.
*SHSHSHSHSH i know, i like angst, that's what this book is about but i swear i had so much trouble writing this LMAOOO. This was based of a story i had to "correct the mistakes" in an English homework lol so I decided to put angst in it because i can. I will try add some drawings to describe certain scenes!!*
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pjsekai angst i come up with at night
Fanficthe title is very literal, i love angst may contain uncomfortable topics such as suicide, death, abuse etcetc yeah