pjsekai angst i come up with at night

"Take care of yourself." [Ruikasa]

(In this one, Rui is a year older than everyone else in wandasho sooo here we go)

The two boys were sitting at the rooftop after school, or more specifically, after the graduation ceremony. They just decided to have one last chat at school together.

But,, he's finally leaving. Rui. The one who has been visiting his class daily. The one who gets them in trouble. The one who helped him through everything. The love of his life. He's leaving Tsukasa alone. Here.

"It seems to be getting late, shall we go?" The purple-haired boy said as he stared off at the sunset. He was not happy nor was he sad, he doesn't know what to feel right now. "O-oh, right." The younger responded.

They were then downstairs, grabbing their shoes at the shoe lockers. Still chatting. About when they almost crashed into a class, when they cheered each other on at the sports festivals, when they visited each other's classes during the school festivals, everything. Even quiet moments like when they had slept together at the roof or were studying together at the library, every one of them counted. All memories were precious, neither of them wanted to let go.

"Oh right, before I forget.." the older boy walked up to his beloved and gave him little robot charms, "give these to everyone I know. I don't want you guys to forget me." He whispered. Tsukasa was staring at the charms before looking back up with a warm smile. "Don't worry, I never forget! I will also never forget you, Rui!" He gave him a big hug. He wanted to cry.

They soon let go of the bear hug and Rui slipped into his shoes as Tsukasa did the same while shoving the charms somewhere in his bag.

As they were slowly walking out of the school, Tsukasa stopped. He was trying to find the right words but he just somehow couldn't. It was all just mushing around his brain, it was like finding a needle in a haystack. In the end he could only voice out one single sentence.

"Make sure you take care of yourself!"

Rui stood quite a distance from him while the younger blonde still stood at the school doors. He couldn't help but start laughing. "Ahaha! Ah... Tsukasa-kun. " He made the gesture telling him to get closer to where he is, so he did. Then he was pulled into a kiss. They stood like that for a while and after they broke out of it, Rui just closed the gap again with a tighter hug.

"I can take care of myself just fine. And besides.. I'll always be by your side. No matter what."

Tsukasa just had a spark of relief in him, he started to cry. He couldn't. He has been with him for such a long time now but why must time fly by so fast? It felt as if just yesterday he saw him with robots at Phoenix Wonderland. "I'll be off now then. I'll see you tomorrow at Phoenix Wonderland, my star." Yeah, he'll see him tomorrow. It's not a big deal! He sees him everyday at practice!...

Right?

【the next day】

It's loud. But all the loud felt like white noise to Tsukasa. In the end, it was just too quiet for him. He always looks out the door, the window, heck, even the vents sometimes. He misses him, that much. He's already given all the robot charms to everyone that was mentioned. He hasn't looked at his charm yet, he's scared that if he needed Rui most, this charm won't help. But in the end, he took out his charm and stared at it. (Just assume that the robot looks like the avatars players have in lives in prsk idk what to call them i don't play the game)

He missed the chaos. He misses Rui going into his classroom with an insane idea. He misses the time when they got into trouble. He misses the time when Rui would sneak into his class, covered in dirt. He misses Rui. But, that's okay! He can see him during practice. He always comes to practice after all. Always.