The summer I learned how to love

Chapter 3🫣💋

-y/n-

I got up because the sun dazzled. I opened my eyes and jaden sat in front of me. "Good morning" I said confusingly." oh good morning "he smiled at me and I smiled back ." Did you stay here over night ?" I asked him "no, I came this morning because I wanted to bring you something, wait" he turned around and got something out of a bag. It was a teddy bear, roses and something to have for breakfast. "I thought to myself , because you certainly don't have the time or power to make yourself breakfast ,I brought you something to eat .The teddy bear if you need someone to cuddle when I'm not there." wait did he said when I'm not here  o.m.g. "and roses because roses are just great hahahahaha" we laughed a little bit together . He was right about breakfast, I had no time or power, I haven't eaten anything since yesterday, no breakfast, no lunch, no dinner NOTHING.I'm not hungry either. I hugged jaden and said "thank you jaden, really thank you very much but I'm not hungry "I really wasn't hungry." y/n you didn't eat anything yesterday.Please have something. For me " he said it
a little bit upset.

TW
eating disorder

The truth is that I've been struggling with food for years. . My brother helped me to eat or my father . I didn't want jaden to know about it. Too late a tear runs over my cheek because I remembered that neither my brother or my father is with me to help me." Hey y/n everything okay?" he looked so worried." yeah everything okay" I started crying and jaden hugged me. " Y/n No matter what it is, you can tell me" He smiled at me slightly and that's why I told him everything. " I've been struggling to eat for years. I used to be bullied for my weight. My brother or father helped me eat. My mother didn't have time. Thats why I'm not hungry . I know that you don't like me anymore because you certainly don't want to be friends with anyone who has to struggle with food"
I turned around a bit but jaden took his hand, put it on my chin and carefully pulled my chin near to his face.,, Y/n no matter what happens , I won't leave you so easy" he smiled at me and I smiled back."
I won't eat if you won't eat. We can eat together slowly. At your own pace. You eat a little, I eat a little .Deal?" Jaden said. I thought about a bit, but then I said:" Deal." Jaden looked so happy as if he had won something.

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He was right, he ate at my pace and always asked if I was okay or if I wanted to take a break. I've been smiling at him for quite a while now. "Do I have something on my face or why do you smile at me for a while now ?"He smirked at me. "I'm just happy"I said " why are you happy?" He asked me. "I don't know " I answered. He smirked again. Oh god why do he have to look so good ?

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The doorbell rings and I went down to open it. Jayla stood in front of me." hey y/n" she greeted me " Hey jayla! Can I help you ?" I asked "No, I just wanted to look after you. So I actually wanted to ask if you would like ,me to show you a little bit of Georgia?" Jayla said "Sure, why not?" .
Jayla and I went to the city and we did lot of things like shopping, eating ice cream talking about boys.
"So you really have a crush on my brother? „Jayla asked me. „Wait what? No, we are your just good friends, more isn't there", I said."Y/n don't be so stupid I see how you look when you talk about him" she smirked"jayla don't be like that" I said and laughed." fine!" She took a break" lets go home jaden is definitely waiting for you" she made these kissing noises and I pushed her while laughing . "Lets go home now!" I said ". She did it all the way home the kiss noises while saying jaden. It was actually funny.

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Today was a good day. But I forget about Ethan...
I feel a bit guilty. I should have gone looking for him today. I am such a stupid sister. I actually wanted to go to sleep but I can't sleep because I have to think about what jayla said, all the time. "So you really have a crush on my brother?" I mean Jaden doesn't look bad ,he is a very good friend and his character is also amazing . He is always nice to me and his smile always gives me butterflies in my stomach.

Do I really have a crush on jaden ?

-jaden-
-In the time when Jayla and y/n were in the city -

I hope jayla can somehow bring y/n to other thoughts. I'm really sorry for y/n. First of all, her parents divorce , secondly, her brother disappears, third she also has to fight with eating disorders. I will always support y/n. She is my only best friend. She always brings me to laug and her character is amazing.Her smile is just wow. I can be really happy to have her . I don't know why but sometimes I wish there is more between us. Like boy- and girlfriend. But as long as I'm with her it is okay.
Wait what? What am I talking about? boy- and girlfriend? I don't have really a crush on y/n or?
I don't know I think the day was a little too much for me .

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"I'm back home "screamed jayla." And how was it?" I asked " actually very good. We went shopping, eating ice cream and we talked about you." said jayla while she got a bottle of water from the fridge "You both talked about me?" I asked shocked"yes about you jaden jdub walton" she said while smirking.They talked really about me? What did y/n said? Maybe they made fun about me? We got upstairs Jayla to her room and I in my room. I tried to sleep, but it didn't work. I had to think about Y/n all the time.

Oh god she drives me sooo crazy.

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