After Seeing My F***Boy For The Last Time In January 2020🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒

so i just put the fruity shine cereza on my lips
and that's the truth, that's how i make 'em bigger,
now you know wolves didn't come to bite me as i once said,
that i'd probably have bitten them instead
delighted by the thought of howling at the moon,
running as free as a free wave,
as if there was any way out, any freedom or exit from you,
from death,
from you again, especially

you know how sick life can turn when you get to embrace loneliness
for the sole purpose of giving birth to some art,
opening my legs and then closing 'em after the next piece arrives,

now you know the birds didn't come to inspire me as I once said
that I'd probably have shot them down instead
delighted by the thought of watching 'em cross to the afterlife
without a single god's plan, but plenty of stanzas,

the air dancin' with the hair amazin' me
I just watch the leaves move and detach from the branches like floating away and that's the truth,
that's how I let time run without making mistakes,
first OM then serenity after seeing my f***kboy for the last time in January 2020.