When I was a kid people told me I'm more like my dad than my mom and they were right. People always said I had his facial features but today I learned I do something that he did to me and others in the past. My dad used to and still does snap at people like getting mad at them or just lashing out a little but it's nothing terrible it's just his attitude it's just him sounding disappointed or mad or just upset. When he did this to me I got upset because I believed that he hated me or was disappointed with me. This made me cry and made me want to hit things and hurt myself. Then one day he snapped at me again and I yelled back at him then I went to my room and punched something and cried. Today I realized I do the same things cause I snapped at my girlfriend cause I was stressed about talking to a bunch of people in a circle she kept poking me then I told her to stop poking me in a quiet upset tone I felt mad for most of the day and didn't want to speak cause that's just how I hide my emotions. I'm also more like him cause I don't talk much and he doesn't talk a lot either but I did get my anger issues from both my mom and dad. I know this because I get angry a lot at small things and my mom and get angry at lot's of other things.
10/13/2022
9: 55 PM
love ya dad
sorry for bad gramer evryone else
