As soon I leave the limo I go my room to change then go to mami's room and it seems like the boys are not home and I'm glad really,I find her reading the Bible and she puts it a side when she sees my face and I know she can tell I want to sleep next her and she pat the other side of her and it's like she opened the floods gates and launches to her breasts and just wail. this here people is my safe space on my mom's chest she keeps brushing my back without a word because she knows even if she asks I will not tell her if I'm not ready and I love that she always there when I need to talk or in such incidents.so she brushes my back until I fall asleep.
When I open my eyes the is a blinding bright light that comes from the window , I close my eyes to adjust my eyes to the light and I can feel that they're swallon so I get up and mami is somewhere in the house, so I go find her and I get to the kitchen and I find everyone here even Manuel is home so all eyes on me. they know I hate it so they focus on what they where doing before I came in and I go hug mami without saying anything after I'm satisfied with the hug I greet and go sit down on the breakfast table where the boys are sitting mami hates it when we sit on the kitchen island so she has a small table for us here in the kitchen .
Ma:how are you feeling today Hijo? I just shrugged because really I don't know,so she responds with a light nod of the head.
Manu:so chico's we need to leave right after breakfast if we are going to get there on time.
They nod and we are back to the awkward silence as we eat,I hate that they walk on egg shells when it comes to my feelings but if it was one of them they would be teasing him so because I'm a girl they are always on edge.
Me:so where are you guys going? I asked with a husky voice it's probably from all the crying I did last night
Luis:and she can talk people we are back on live, we are live people.and the room breakout in laughter and mami just shakes her head slightly .
Me:I'm fine guys it's just girl issues.i know that will make them forget about me for a while be because these boys are afraid of any that has to do with feminine health.
José: oh I was worried the for a second.
Me:so where are you guys going?
Luis:to the warehouse
I nod
Me: Manu can I talk to you in private? He excuses him self and I followed him to the derk .
Manu:so what's up. He asks
Me:so you know I'm writing my final paper soon right. And he nods waiting for me to finish.
Me:so I you wanted to book me in for the Arena for the remainder months I'm here.he looks at me like I lost my mind and he says
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