in her shoes

chapter 9

I'm leaning on the door frame looking at her she looks frail and I know it's the stress I put her through,that why I decided that I'm taking her with me I'm not going to wait and I will have to use my newly found sit to call in some favours back home. I wanted to first go home to my dad but I guess that all going to change because I'm going to be leaving with mami.she hasn't noticed me standing here and you can tell her mind is far,I clear my throat and she turns, she crushed me in to a tight hug thanking God for answering her prayers. she is wailing and her cries Summon the crew they had no idea I'm coming back so to say they are happy it's an understatement but they won't show it, I know they want to stay mad so I'm going to let them because that means don't have to talk and it's going to take time to get used to being Alutha separate from Death.so it's minus one problem if they keep quiet.

Ma:Hijo you are back my Bebe look how thin you are come sit down let me fix you a plate of food.she says dragging me to the sit after inspecting my whole body it's like she alive once again, I sit and she brings a huge plate of food in front of me because I'm thin and I'm far from that I have packed some muscles and I look fit it's amazing I have always been soft and that irritated the hell out of me because it always got people to underestimate me in life, but now I look like a boss bitch and it's fantastic with my new hair cut.I had to shave of all my hair before leaving that place and the sweat pants I was wearing when I entered are now tight because my body structure changed, so back to my mami.

Me: are you happy?I ask in a hushed voice it's really going to take time and to think I used to talk alot now I value silence,she nods with tears streaming down her beautiful face with a smile ,I really love this person infront of me. this two idiots must have called Manuel and Rafael because the just entered the house, I take a look  at them and get back to the lady in my life 

Me: I'm happy too.she looks like she is not sure of my answer and I understand she just needs to adjust to the new me and I will have to teach my self that I have left the Arena so it's still early days.

Manuel and the crew exchange looks and I know what that means and the all follow him to the deck, I pay no mind to them as I'm Ingrossed on the only person I had keeping me alive in there,it's amazing the bond I share with this person after a few minutes I stand to go to the deck and they don't see me standing here. I think these silence steps  are my new thing now are magic you can never hear me coming it a trick I picked up from watching Axe fight it was like she was floating when she walked.

Manu:I told you that place birthed monsters. I have head ghosts live in there did you see her I don't think it's safe to have her next to mami until she gets better. This asshole better from what am I sick mxm these idiots better think twice before thinking I'm going to leave my mami with any of them.

Luis: no I think it will piss her off if we try and separate them, did you see how she looked at her I always knew she loved her but that on another level and it killed mami not seeing her for all those months so I think it's a bad idea separating them. Good boy I always knew you had sense in that big head.

José:is it really her even her body changed she looks like a babe now, I know she looked beautiful before but now it's like looks totally different now she is even taller now,maybe they exchange her and gave us a clone.this fool it's not that I'm taller it's posture it adjusted because of the meditation I used to do back there.

RAF:well I head she died and resurrected in two days, that why she is called death and we are the only person who know who is death because she is our little sister so she is the throne keepers of the level 7 and like the keeper of level 8  ghost they are both outside and Anonymous so let her be because we don't know what happens when she is pissed. They all nod in agreement.