Being damaged and yearning to pour your love into another with the wildly unobtainable hope that at the moment in which your heart nearly all at once beats with the fear that it knows the outcome and with every breath prepares for the pain known and provided by a life designed with the intentions for love
As the discussion grows closer, she listens to her heart beat, fast and scared
The focus turns to controlling the person inside that no one wants
Then comes the hope
She tells herself there is a chance that this is another test
Far worse than the denial
The words sound like blood dripping to the ground from the rusty nails I so effortlessly manifest as being driven into my ears with a need of desperation
Begging for a chance to prove I am worthy of love
But Leaning to what will never leave me
Whether it be good or bad
Sabotage
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Tethered Words
PoetryWhat started out with quotes, with each new page the length of these quotes began to get larger and larger. Most very intense and thought provoking pieces.