No. No I'm not good. GO AWAY. LEAVE ME ALONE.
Ugh, okay.
Whatever. I'll do this as I know I won't get enough sleep tonight ANYWAY.
So yes, as you all can see, I'm not having a particular good day. Not at ALL. If you know what happened today, which I'll talk about later, you will get why I'm talking like I'm going to die in any second.
My name is Liz Ravalz, and today, is a total crap.
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By the word crap, I mean an absolute piece of useless schist. (Warning: PJO reference.) AND I MEAN IT.
I've been trying to avoid thinking about what have happened, but my friends, aka my personal mental counsellor, are making me to do this. They insisted that it will be relaxing, but I don't see the effect yet so far. But fine, I'll do this and try to be calm.
Like I can.
Answers are down below.....
1) I almost miss school bus in the early morning.
2) I couldn't even finish a cup of black tea in a freaking hour.
3) a total loser yelled at me for reasons I can't even understand.
4) I can't help friends like, over and over again.
5) I literally failed every quiz today.
6) another sucker yelled at me again, this time for NO REASON.
7) I got slammed by some smart aleck for things I thought I did best, and my confidence got crushed thanks to THAT
and 8) yeah, I still have to babysit those ungrateful, stupid brats who clearly doesn't have any sense of shame or ability to stay quiet for just a single minute. OH, JOY!
I. HATE. MONDAYS.
And now, all that was left in me is pure exhaustion.
I just can't...... Take all these things at once. Not now. I feel like I was trying hard enough- I thought I could have changed something- but no, I didn't. Who am I kidding? I'm still not good enough for anything, and I'm afraid that will never be. It's.... Almost unbearable.
It has been a long time since the last time I swallowed down so many things. All in one day. And at least that was me forcing myself. I didn't need to fake-smile after being served with that look.
You just can't get away from the consequences of your own choices, right?
Oh, well. Guess I'll just end this here, because I really don't have anything else to say. I'm cutting it off.
- Liz
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Lizzie Ravalz Diaries
No FicciónWarning: you have entered a mysterious not-so-private space full of terrors. My name's Lizzie, and my high school life is probably just as horrible as yours. Living and studying in a place like my country, though it's fairly impossible, the situatio...
