Behind The Screen // vanossgaming ((#wattys2015)) *UNDER CONSTRUCTION*

Chapter 39 *final chapter!*

I got some more self promotion for all of you to roll your eyes at!

Basically I've uploaded outta my mind and a one shots book, both to do with the vanoss crew! If you were wondering

Ok I'm done now, last chapter btw, I'm so so sad. Ima be editing a bit so expect that and we're so close to 8K, that's AMAZING!

Thank you all so so much!

(Play the song)

Lucy's P.O.V (oooooh, lol wut?)

I sat up gasping while slowly looking around, taking in my surroundings. Everything looked vaguely familiar but much different from my own room

Actually, scratch that, everything looked extremely familiar

Sort of like Evans room. The cream walls had all of the exact same posters stuck to them. The black carpet looked like it have never been walked on, like always

And I was lying in his exact bed? Where is he though? And Why am I here?

Wasn't I at the cafe with him, did he bring me home? I don't remember him doing that...

I stood up and climbed out of the bed. I walked down the long stairs and walked into the kitchen. Yep, definitely the same kitchen

Then my eyes landed on him, his hair was messy and his eyes were red from...crying? Why would he be crying?

"Evan?" I stood at the doorway waiting on any emotion from him. Nothing happened

He was just sitting there eating his breakfast, rather slowly, but he should've noticed or at least heard me by now

"Evan?" I repeated but louder, his breaths were rugged and like they were being forced out or pained

He didn't even glance up at me, it hurt slightly of course but I knew he was just tired or something like that

I slowly walked closer to him and extended my hand out and touch his shoulder. He shuddered and I pulled away

"I know you can see me" I said plainly while looking at his eyes. They no longer seemed the gorgeous chocolate brown that they once were

"What's wrong Evan?" I asked and took a seat across from him. Now all there was was silence, and the occasional crunch of his toast

He abruptly stood up and dropped his dishes into the sink. I heard him sigh lightly

"I'll wash you later..." his voice cracked and he spun around on his heels. He marched past me and up the stairs

I decided not to follow him and instead wait on him to return. He eventually came back down, he was dressed casual but cute

"Evan answer me" I said and touched his shoulder again, this time there was no movement, not even a flinch

He quickly exited the house with me hot on his heels. I followed him out to his car and got in beside him

He started crying silently like he didn't want me to hear. I can't believe he's not noticed me yet, is he stupid?
Or just plain old blind?

"E-" I was cut off by the car coming to a halt rather suddenly. I was thrown forward slightly

The window slowly rolled down to reveal an extremely sad looking Jonathan. His eyes matched Evans, like he too was crying

His hair was much neater though and he was also dressed casually. He quickly hopped into the back of the car without saying a word

"Jonathan?" I asked and turned around to look at him as the car started up again. Evan chuckled lightly

"Why ain't you sitting in the front?" Evan looked at Jon through the mirror and Jon smiled sympathetically

"Cause she used to sit there..." he trailed off and looked out of the window with tears dribbling down his cheeks

"Who's 'she'?" I asked them and looked from him to Evan

"That's a bull shit excuse" Evan said with a monotone voice and gritted his teeth together. His knuckles turned white from gripping the wheel

"Listen I know you're mad Jon but-" Evan was cut off by Jon, he sounded pretty angry

"You could've been smart and looked where the hell you were going!" His voice was raised but at the same with full of sadness, his arms were folded

"What's going on, what are you talking about?!" I was now shouting, they didn't move or look at me

Evan let out a long sigh. We soon stopped somewhere familiar. I've been here before. They grey sky, the grey grass that was over grown

They both climbed out so I followed. Why are they here? Why won't they talk to me? Or at least look at me

"Why are we here?" I asked even though I was sure they wouldn't acknowledge me...again

They soon stopped and started crying and hugging each other, what the actual hell is going on?

I bent down to see what all the fuss was about.

In memory of Lucy Elizabeth Stark

1992 - 2015

Never to be forgotten...

I swear my heart nearly stopped beating,

...I'm already dead?

"I love you so much Lucy" Evan muttered to himself while glancing up at Jonathan

"I love you too..." I whispered, feeling tears starting to form in my eyes. I don't even know why I'm crying

"This is all your fault" Jon said with a straight face to Evan. Evan sighed loudly again

"You know I didn't mean it-" Evan started but Jon shushed him right away

"I don't care" was all he said with a huge frown.

"I don't fucking care"