Behind The Screen // vanossgaming ((#wattys2015)) *UNDER CONSTRUCTION*

Chapter 34

Does anybody else watch jacksepticeye?

If so did you cry at the end of Jacks Paradox? I sure did, he's so appreciative and it makes my little heart melt!

And when he was almost crying I awed, I think my parents think I'm slowly getting possessed.

Anyway,
That's the end of my speech, enjoy

Evans P.O.V

She shook her head as if to say no "I think that we should take a bit of a break from each other...ya feel me?" Then she smiled

Smiled, I repeat SMILED. she smiled

Why would she want to take a break? am I not doing something right?

I felt a weird pain in my chest, Everything's fucked up and it's all my fault, ALL MY FUCKING FAULT

I pulled away my hand and let my eyes slowly drop to the floor "I-I understand...I'm sorry for bothering you" I chocked out

I truly was, I wasted time her for nothing. To be honest I'm not that surprised.

When ever something bad would happen in my life I would take it out on her

She even put up with it for a while until it all got too much. I pushed her to far

~~~~~~flashback~~~~~~

"Evan you messed up the whole glitch! Are you actually stupid? You can't jump from there!" Someone shouted at me

It took a moment for me to realise what I had done

I had jumped off of the wrong part and mucked up the glitch we were trying to do for hours

"Oh crap, s-sorry guys I didn't realise" I said honestly, Delirious jumped off right beside me, why couldn't I?

"It's gonna take too long to re-do guys. I'm gonna go, let's try again soon, yeah?" The annoyance in mini's voice made me sigh internally

Why are they blaming it on me? I didn't even know, it was a freaking accident!

I just sat back and listened as they got more and more infuriated with me. More and more remarks invaded my eardrums

"I'm sorry! ok? jeez" I groaned getting a bit pissed off and in reply I heard a few scoffs. They think they're all that and a bag of shit

"Evan, we specifically said, 'don't jump off there' don't you fucking remember?" Lui spat and a few of them left the game

I was one of them, I'm sick of this crap. Since I have the most subs they think I'm supposed to know everything!

I quickly turned off my monitor and left the small office area I had going on. Slamming the door in the process

"What's wrong babe?" Lucy's head popped out of the kitchen as I plonked down into the couch in frustration

I didn't reply, instead I flicked the TV on and watched whatever shit they were airing at the moment

"Evan?" She asked. She stepped out of the kitchen fully and put her hands on her hips, getting flour or whatever on them.

I glanced at her for a split second before turning back to what I was doing a second before

I heard her sigh "Was it the guys again?" Her questions were so simple yet every time she asked one something would twitch in me

Why the fuck should she care? What's it to her?

I let out a short, low growl making her jump slightly

"Yeah" I said plainly without even giving her a second to react I was already up and standing in front of her

"Why the freak do you care?! You're not the one that gets blamed daily because you 'can't do something' Do you know the feeling? Huh Lucy?" I snapped

She looked taken back but quickly regained her soft smile

"Evan, you're stressed, calm down. I'm making some cookies, you can have them all ok? They'll make you feel better" Her calm tone made me even angrier

"I don't want your fucking cookies! Ok? You don't understand! You're disgusting" I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth

They slipped out

"Really Evan? IM the disgusting one?! Look at yourself, you don't do shit?! I'm the one that cleans, makes the food, folds the laundry, makes the beds, cleans the toilet. I could go on" she stepped closer to me

"You're the disgusting one, you do nothing but sit around and yet you have the nerve to take it out on me?! Go yell at your friends for all I care but don't come running to me when they leave you!!" She added

She turned on her heels and went back to what she was doing

~~~~~~flashback over~~~~~~

I hadn't even noticed I was already walking away from the small cafe. No turning back now

I just left her there, just like that. She's probably going back home by now. I mean it's been like 10 seconds already, hasn't it?

I suddenly felt a hard push on my back that sent me flying forward onto the sidewalk. I landed with an 'oomf'

"What the f-" I groaned until I heard screams from behind me. what?

I jumped up and spun round to see people pulling out cameras and running around.

Then I saw something I never thought I'd have to see. Lucy, on the ground, with a car virtually on top of her, bleeding her fucking lungs out