Why?

Unberable

HARRYS POV

"W-Where am i?" I asked as i slowly sat up and curiously looks around the room

"Oh shit. My head is killing me" echoes a second voice, sounding some what familiar.

"Louis... Is that you?" I asked cautiously.

"Yeah mate" Louis Answers. "Harry.. Do you have any idea where we are?"

"Honestly, no. I but i don't wanna alarm you.. It looks like some sort of cellar. "

"Great!" Louis exclaims sarcastically as he scans his surroundings a second time. "Its looking oddly familiar though.."

"Really? How does this look Familiar?"

"I have no idea, but I'm gonna find out" Louis states with curiosity sparking in his voice. "This might be Eleanor's cellar... I remember coming down here to flip a breaker on the breaker box when the power in half the house went out from us having too much shit turned on." He says as he looks around and points out the breaker box.

I sigh sadly, its been 2, almost 3 months since his and Eleanor's break up.. Since i got my Lou back.. But i don't know if he realizes that. Here it is.. 2015 and i haven't had my Lou since management forced, Eleanor, a fan crazed beard, upon him. And now that he was able to leave her, i don't think he feels the same about me.

"Harry! This windows open. C'mon. We gotta go before she comes home." Lou yells, waking me from my zoned out state of mind.

"Coming." I respond and hurriedly rush over to Him and help him climb out the window and pulling myself out right after him.

"Thanks.." Louis says, obviously distracted. "This is Eleanor's flat. No doubt about it.. Why cant this girl leave me alone?"

"Have you looked in the mirror lately? You're hot as fuck. Why would anyone leave you alone?" I stated more than asked the last part. A smirk forming on my lips

Louis smiled and shook his head "always being flirtatious, huh?"

"Why not? I mean, I'm being honest." I smiled at him.

"Lets go.." He said, kinda sounding like he was getting anxious.

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We left, walking because neither of our cars were there, we eventually got somewhere and Called Liam,

"Yeah harry?" Liam ask, tiredly. Making me realize it was almost 3 in the morning.

"Sorry for waking you Li. But erm.. Lou and i just woke up in Eleanor's Cellar and we managed to get out.. Were at a run down gas-"

"You woke up in Her basement?! What the fuck happened mate?" Liam expressed, sounding alarmed.

"I have no idea. All i remember was Lou and i were going to dinner and nothing after that. Just come to the old gas station. On the corner of 21st and Ruley street." I said and hung up quickly.

"Now we wait.." Lou said tiredly.

I sigh and sit down in the sidewalk wondering how the hell did we end up in her basement.. Of all people. I mean. Sure, after everything even been through since March.. Well, before March. We've known that Zayn was gonna leave for a while. But, what we didn't expect was for it to go over how it did. I don't know. She could have spiked our dr-

"Harry. Did you hear me?" Louis questions me. Looking concerned.

"Yeah."

"Really? Then what did i say?"

I sigh before continuing, "no idea... I was lost in thought."

"Okay. Well. We should probably hide. Ya know.. From fans and her." He says her as disgust plasters its self onto his face making me smile a bit in return.

"Okay. Where are we gonna go?"

"Lets check if the gas stations unlocked. Maybe we can rest a bit in there until Liam comes.

"Alright. Lets check." I said and slowly get up from my seat on the sidewalk and walk over to the door and look inside "its all dark. I cant really see anything. I can make out a shelf in the middle of the room"

"Okay well. Check if it'll open."

I move my hand towards the door nob and slowly twist the handle and push the door in and the door pops open with a creek and i gulp heavily. "Sh-should we do this?"

"Yeah. We need to keep safe and its getting kinda chilly." Louis responds as he steps inside.

"Whatever you say." I respond not so certain of my next move, but soon enough, Lou is yanking me in the door and shutting it behind me.

"What do you wanna do while we wait?" He says and i then notice how much warmer it is in here than it was out there.

"No idea." I cautiously speak. And lower my self to the ground. Louis the. Positioning himself on the floor in front of me, his shoulders slouching in a saddening way.

"Okay.. So.. Wanna talk about anything?"

"Kinda... But. I-i cant really address the subject."

"Just do it. We've got a while before Liam gets here."

"Okay.... S-so you know how you and El just broke up?"

"Yeah.. Why?"

"You remember how we were before you got with her?"

"Yeah harry. Where are you going with this?"

"I-i was wondering if you still felt the sa-"

"Just stop." He responded with hostility "we are nothing. What we were is the past. Thats not now. that was then."

"B-but love just doesn't end like that.."

"It does when its fake! We'll never be together!" He said and stormed off to the other side of the gas station.

I spoke quietly so only i could hear. "But, it was real for me..."

Newly found tears snaking their way down my cheeks, leave behind their little trails of hurt and sorrow. I just sat there. And watched my life walk away, ragging at me. Because apparently, he never felt anything, while i felt everything.

This was like having my heart ripped from my chest, stomped on, ripped up into a billion pieces, and caught on fire and shoved back into my chest.. And the pain of this, was unbearable.