Lost {Bayani} [Collab With _wave_rider_ & stripeswaeter]

☹ Four ☹

Me being poor as fuck, I have the free Spotify. So I was listening to Wake me up when September ends, and all of a sudden a "suggested track" came on. I looked at my phone to see what kind of sappy music this is "what the?" It was a song titled Sad song. I never heard this song in my life. "Spotify is so stupid." I mumble under my breath. I decide to continue cleaning, because I was still pissed at Eva. I hear a strange sound from my stomach. "Guess I am hungry." I say giggling a bit. I look around my room, "frick" when I threw my bag it ripped one of my posters. I roll my eyes, knowing that I won't be able to tape it back because of the way it's ripped. I stumble over through the piles of clothes and rip off the poster from the pale purple painted walls. Once I fully tore off the sheet of thin paper from the wall, I notice a small painting on the wall. Turning my head, a black box with paint brushes, paints, water colours, pencil crayons, chalk and oil pastels, oil based markers, sharpies, pencils, fine tip pens and other art items. I always used to paint and drawn before. I get up and pace to the garbage can and drop the poster in. I continue to clean, still thinking about the art.

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I've completely cleaned and sorted out my closet and begin to gently take off all the posters. Different murals and designs overwrite the pale purple walls. I still have one side of my room that hasn't been painted. Ignoring how hungry I am, I take my painter box and think of a design. In my bathroom I take Dixie cup and fill it up with water, take a few different paints onto a tin tray and begin to mix the colours. Dark purple, midnight blue, navy blue, white, a blue raspberry kind of colour and black. I grab the biggest size of brush and paint tape, make a diamond with thick spaces where the tape is and begin to paint a galaxy inside the diamond.

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A few hours later, sketching in my art journal I hear a knock on my door. A familiar voice muffled. Eva. "Serenity, please open up. I need to talk to you." I roll my eyes and lower my music. Stretching my arms and legs, I get off of my bed and unlock my door. "What do you want?" I say with a firm tone. "I'm sorry for whatever I did to make you upset last night. I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing... I'm really sorry, I promise I won't bring Jake to anymore raves with us" I cock up my dark thin eyebrows, "seriously? You think I'm gonna forgive you that easily? You do this to me all the time, Eva. And I'm sick of it. You always bring that asshole and say "oh you'll find some frat boy to bash" um yeah, no. You get drunk with out me and always ignore me at raves because your too busy sticking your tongue down Jakes throat. Best friends don't do that to each other" I pause to take a breath, "I'm just so sick of being ignored, being the third wheel but most importantly I'm sick of you." I slam the door in her face and stomp to my speaker and blast Green Day. Continuing to sketch, I put my pencil into the rings and go on my phone. I see Jordan's contact. "Jordan❤️" what a loser. I giggle and click "Send text message to 'Jordan❤️'"

S>>J: hey. wanna hang out?

I wait for a response. Seconds later he texts back

J>>S: sure :) want me to come pick you up?

S>>J: please and thank you, heres my address
1727 Soalayo Drive NE

J>>S: k, on my way ;)

I instantly get butterflies.
Minutes after the door bell rings. I've already gotten dressed, black ripped jean shorts, white tank that says "babe" written on it, dark red flannel around my hips, a pair of hipster sunglasses, red lipstick, bold winged eyeliner, black combat boots, the rings I never take off and straightened hair. Eva opens the front door "and who might you be?" She asks, and Jordan replies "I'm here for Serenity" Eva examines him and frowns, she gives a side smile and shouts "Serenity get your ass down here, someone is here for you" I roll my eyes, open my door and rush down the spiral staircase. Giving a smile to Jordan then giving a snarl at Eva, "bye Felicia" I say with sass in my voice, walk out the door and lock my arm with his. Eva sighs and closes the door.

-Written by _wave_rider and stripeswaeter