Lost {Bayani} [Collab With _wave_rider_ & stripeswaeter]

☹ Nine ☹

My eyes begin to water and Jordan's bitter hands begin to rub my shoulders. As he wear down's them, I shake my head and get up. Pretending like that didn't happen. "What do you have to eat?" I say in a firm voice, keeping in the tears. Eva was gone; out the door from my life. Jordan turns to me "Serenity, you can't just pretend that didn't just happen" I look up and twist my head over to him, I sigh out, "I know... But I just-" I get cut off by Jordan "just what?" I close my eyes "I just feel like I have nobody anymore... She was the only one I had to talk to for the past 14 years of my life... And now she's gone. Just like that." Jordan swallows. He thinks of what to say; "well... Just... I don't know. Hey, how bout we do something fun? To get it off your mind" I squint to him. "Sure I guess- what do you want to do?" Jordan smirks and bites his lip. Oh no... "Let's go to the beach" oh my god, I thought he was going to say something else... Jesus... I sigh in relief, "okay, lucky for you, I have my swim suit" he smiles at me and I go get my bag and change in his bathroom.

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I walk out and Jordan has dark green swim trunks and a white tee shirt for the walk to the shore. His eyes get bigger "wow" he says seeming dazzled. I don't understand what he likes about me, or thinks that I look good in this bikini. I'm super pale and boney. Who wants to see that? I can't gain wait for some reason... And it's not anorexia and I'm not bulimic either... I just cant gain wait.. I can't remember what it's called but it's on the tip of my tongue... "What?" I ask not understanding what he likes about me. "You're so beautiful" I giggle and smile. I didn't think so but I began to blush. "You are also very tiny" he says with a chuckle. Still not remembering the name of the word, I blurt out "it's because of my high metabolism" Jordan cocks up one eyebrow. "Well, are we just gonna stand here and talk about my metabolism or are we gonna go swimming?!" I whine, Jordan grabs a bag, puts towels, sunscreen, sunglasses, cold drinks and snacks in. "Kay, let's go" he puts forth and links his arm with mine.

- Written by stripeswaeter