I'll Take Care Of You (Choni)

Chapter 10: Physical And Phsychological Torture

This is gonna be a long sad chapter loves, so prepare yourselves :(
Also thankyou so much for all of your support <3

Toni's Pov:
I was laying down in bed, the burns on my body worse then before. I could only really find one spot to lay that was comfortable enough to sleep. I got thrown in the shower again, for my "behavior" ealier today.

Sister Woodhouse told me I have an appointment with Sister Mary in a few minutes. I wondered what that was gonna be like, considering all that has happend to me so far has been painful.

Right as I was about to fall asleep the door bursted open and two guys came in.

"Antoinette follow us please." I sighed and got up, following the two men.

I followed them and entered a strange looking room, with a big TV and a huge machine. They sat me down in a chair and buckled my hands and feet to it, causing slight panic to enter my mind. Then Sister Mary walked in the room, a sick looking smile spread across her face.

One of the guys walked up to me, turning my arm over to reveal my wrist. He stuck a needle in and something started flowing into my veins. My attention drew toward the TV as there was a picture of a man. She kept showing me pictures of men for a bit, but it started turning into very disgusting pictures of a man's privates.

I started feeling ill like I was going to throw up, and Sister Mary started showing me pictures of women. Once it got to a women's bare breasts I started throwing up all over. It hurt really bad and I couldn't help but whimper as I kept throwing up.

"You know it's so sad that your this way Antoinette your very pretty and I'm sure you could draw alot of men Into your bed, and in other places too. I think that's just what you need to stop being gay, so I'll talk to Sister Woodhouse about it." She said, taking the needle out of my vein as she unbuckled my buckles.

Tears started to well up in my eyes, the thought of potentially getting raped here never crossed my mind until she said something about it. I already knew this place was sick but are they really allowed to do that?

I was sent back to my room, I'm pretty sure only because it was night time by now. I sighed laying down on my severely burnt back as I allowed myself to cry for the second time today. I just couldn't believe this was happening. What if they get a boy to rape me? I don't want to lose my virginity to a boy, or anyone right now.

I woke up feeling sore all over as I watched two other girls talk. I was scared for today, I felt like they were going to go through with what they said. I walked to the showers, finally getting to shower alone. I hissed once I stepped in, allowing the cold water to run along my burnt skin.

As I was showering, I heard a few other girls enter the room. I thought nothing of it until they walked over to me. I just looked at them confused, because why would they come in just to stare at me? I didn't even know them.

"Grab her." One of the girls said.

Two girls grabbed my arms and held them behind my back as the girl stepped closer to me.

"Heard you like pussy, is that true," she asked as I just looked at her, confused on what was even going on.

"Bring her to her knees guys," She instructed, watching the girls kick my legs causing me to fall to my knees.

"Listen here girl, your attractive and probably the only girl I'll get in this fucked up place. So your gonna listen to what I say and I'm going to use you for my pleasure. Understand," she asked looking down at me with a smirk.

I just nodded my head, scared of what would happen if I said no.

"Good, I want your mouth. Are you gonna give that to me," I shakily nodded my head at her question as she stepped closer to me, gripping my hair.