Love and Anger (Dukeciet)

Blaming

JANUS'S POV:

I was laying in, tears pouring down my face. A mass of blankets surrounded me, and the sentient scarf Remus had made for me. I kept thinking about what just happened. Roman laughing at my name, me snapping, calling him the evil twin. I was such an idiot. Sure, I was accepted, but I didn't deserve to be. I heard my door creak open.

"Snakey?" Remus asked, and I heard him take a step closer.

"Go away, Remus," I said, using one of my extra hands to try and push him out. He pushed the extra arm back.

"I left one of my markers in here! What's wrong?" Remus asked, placing his hand on my arm.

"I'm. Fine," I answered, anger boiling inside me.

"Liar! Tell me what's wrong!" Remus continued, pestering about my feelings. Before I could stop myself, I rolled over and slapped him across the face. Time seemed to slow down. Remus stared at me, bewildered. I wanted to say something, anything, but I couldn't. Tears started to roll down Remus's cheeks. Before I could stop him, he turned and ran out of my room. More tearing staring falling down my face. This was part of the reason Virgil left! I had to much of a temper and hit him. Now I feared that I was going to be left alone forever. I mustered the strength and courage to stand up and find Remus. I found him in his room, crying in a corner.

"Remus?" I said quietly, kneeling next to him

"Go away!" He yelled, not turning around. Now I realized how much it hurt being yelled for trying to help.

"Remus, I'm s-" I began but was cut off by Remus

"No! You hate me! Now that your accepted your gonna go live with the lights and I'm gonna be all alone!" He yelled, burying his face deeper in his hands. I stared at him. Then I grabbed him. He flinched as I did so. Understandable. I hugged him tightly.

"I'm not going to leave Remus!" I said, all of my extra arms wrapping around him. Two of his tentacles popped out and wrapped around me. (Authors note: I will not be writing tentacle smut)

"Are you sure?" Remus asked, his tears soaking into my shirt.

"Positive" I answered, hugging him tighter.