14 augustus 2020 at 1:23
Angel was laying in her comfy bed, she was texting with Timothy. She really loves timothy. They were talking about books. Angel really loved reading but lately she's been feeling kind of off.. this feeling is really terrifying. It's the one feeling that you have in your chest that hurts. the one voice you have in your brain telling you to end it all.
"hellooo?? angel?? can you hear me?" timothy asked.
"I'm sorry" She replied with
"it's all good love, go sleep. you seem tired" timothy said.
"okay baby. goodnight I love you" - Angel
"goodnight, I love you more" Timothy says and hangs up.
But.. Angel wasn't going to sleep. she was going to do something she hasn't done in a while.
she didn't really think clearly about it otherwise she wouldn't have done it.
She took the pills from her drawer and took them. she liked the feeling. It's like the feeling you get when your high. But that wasn't enough.. so she drank a few sips of alcohol. she fainted on her kitchen floor till the next morning.15 august 2020 7:35 AM
"Angel? Angel are you okay?" Her parents keep repeating.
"she isn't responding. CALL THE AMBULANCE NOW BOB" her mom screams
"okay please keep calm" her dad says.The ambulance arrives and they rush her to the hospital. Oh no.. it looks like she tried to OD on accident.
"I'm sorry ms and mrs List but your daughter has tried to OD." - The docter
"no.. that can't be.. Is she okay now?" - mom
"she's alive but.. I wouldn't say she's okay." - Doc
"oh no. thank god that she's still here. i don't know what I would have done without my Angel."A few days go by and Angel feels better. She still gets random headaches and throws up. but she didn't want to OD. it was all an accident.
She never wanted to end up in the hospital. She just wanted to not feel the pain anymore.
Alice went to Angels house to be with her while Dylan And Timothy went to buy some of her favorite snacks.

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FantasyMIGHT BE TRIGGERING!! tw - rape, sucidal thoughts, self harm and way more. might be scary and/or traumatizing