The scars.

part 3

The first time Angel began with self harm was when she was 9, it all started with a little argument between her parents. It hurt her because it happened a few nights in a row. it sucked. It wasn't the worst but it definitely wasn't the best. One night she just had enough. She went into her bathroom and found a little blade.
"just one time. It won't be that bad" with that sentence she cut in her wrist. Tears falling from her eyes. She was only 9. grade fucking 6 is where it Al started. she tried getting clean when she was 11, she couldn't. it was so hard. one night she had to get rushed to the hospital. A 11 year old at a hospital because of self harm. fucking self harm at the age of 9.
Angels little group of girls (Sheri, Alice and Anne) told her to tell them when she relapsed. Angel told them a few times but after that she stopped. she stopped telling anyone. and then she opened up to Timothy and Dylan. They wanted to help Angel. Im pretty sure they just didn't know how to. they tried tho. i love them.
when Angel was clean for almost 2 months she relapsed again. She hasn't told anyone yet. (Lmao now I have) but she's trying to heal. She's doing her best.

now a little bit more about Angels little friend group.
Alice always has meant a lot to her. Alice was there for her when the other girls weren't. (Same goes for Timothy and Dylan) but Alice was there for Angel when she was at her lowest. She fr meant so much to her. Alice was the kind of friend everyone needs. She's such a loving person that will help you get out of a bad mood, she's the kind of person you can discuss your favorite shows with, she's the kind of person you can feel comfortable with talking about the weirdest things.

Now a lil timothy and Dylan appreciation.
Dylan introduced Timothy to Angel. Dylan was the guy you could tell all of your weird sexual stories too. He would tell you about everything that happened to him. He had a gf that didn't really like Angel that much because she thought Angel was gonna steal Dylan from her??? ( ew )
Anyways so Angel has always had a little crush on Timothy.. he just never really knew at first. The time he was in Austria he found out. Angel never planned on telling him but one day they were hanging out and just.. kissed. Yeah they kissed multiple times. And that night they confessed feelings to eachother. They have been dating for almost 2 years now!!! Angel always loved being around her friends. They gave her comfort. They made her feel safe with them. They never made her uncomfortable or bad about anything. Angel really loves them.