Temptations (Steddie) (Kas Eddie)

P1: Depression

I can't deal with life anymore. I hate myself. If I had just gone back it might've been different. We might've saved him. He was the love of my life. And he'll never know.. Eddie Munson.. More known as 'Eddie The Freak Munson'. I bullied him in 8th-11th grade. I feel bad. I only did it out of love though. He's always had something interesting about him. His brown eyes and curly hair. The way he said 'Don't you big boy?' to me made me hard. Eddie. I love you. But I can't have you... Because I didn't go back for you. I sigh and zone back in to see Robin holding me in her arms and tears running down my face. I burst out crying. I put my arms around her and cry into her shoulder. "It's okay Steve... We'll get through this together... One day at a time.." she tears up. "I- I loved him Rob... I can't live without him... I- I just- I wish he were with us.." we pull each other closer. "I can't even get through work..." She pats my back and sighs. "Tomorrow is Friday. We don't have work. We can probably enjoy ourselves." "..." There's a moment of silence. "One month... One whole month without Eddie today.." I can't hold it in anymore. I walk outside and take out a cigarette. I light it and tears run down my face. I started smoking after Eddie died. I hate it. But between that and drinking, I can quit this quicker. It's nasty. But no matter my addictions, I can break out of them. I know I can. I cry as smoke fills the air. What did Eddie do to deserve the fate of death..? He's the sweetest most kind hearted man alive. Those stupid fucking bats. Their bites hurt like hell. But being devoured by them!? I feel horrible for him. A chill runs down my spine. Someone walks into the store, passing me by. He stops for a moment. "Hey. I know Eddie wasn't a murderer. I'm going to make everyone know that too." He pats me on the shoulder before walking in. Look at him. Gareth. My eyes water and I fall to my knees. I can't do this. I walk back in quickly and head to the bathroom. I lock the door and pull out a blade, slicing the top of my left wrist, leaving blood and deep wounds. No tears fall. I get a paper towel and put water and soap on it. I pre clean with hand sanitizer to get the bacteria from the blade out. No reaction. I start wiping the blood off and I put gauze around my arm. I pull my sleeves over my arms and head back to work. After hours of working my ass off, I head back to my house. It's depressing coming home to a house that could damn well fit more people, but you don't have people. It sucks coming home to a bed that could fit one more person... Eddie. I open my big ass window across from my bed, grab a cigarette, light it, and smoke into the late night sky. I can't get the feeling out of my head that I'm being watched. I look up after I hear a tree make noise. It's just a bat. The bad has dark brow, curly fur. It's abnormal for a bat to have curly fur. I ignore it. My cig begins to get smaller and I put it out. Under my window, the roof is flat. I climb through it and silently begin to cry. The summer breeze hits my bare chest and I shiver a bit. I'm so done with everything right now. I sigh and inhale deeply, tears run down my face. I stroke my gauze with my thumb. "Why do I do this shit to myself..?" The bat flys to a different branch. I look up at it with blank eyes. I sigh and crawl back through my window. Sitting on the side of my bed, I slide my legs over and under my covers. I grab a pillow and some blankets and pull them close to me. I cry like a child. After a while, I drift off. Around 3 am, I hear a knock on the window. I open my eyes, slightly pissed off. It's not Dustin, he's at camp for another week. It can't be Robin, she doesn't have the upper body strength to pull herself up to the roof without a stool. The kids are staying over the Wheelers tonight for a movie night. I know none of them would sneak out. Who else could it be. 3 more taps. *Knock, knock, knock* I sigh and stand up, groggily walking to the window, eyes still closed. I open my eyes and see a giant shadow creature. It's too late. I had unlocked the window already. Falling backwards and onto the floor, I start to freak out. The creature steps through the window. My eyes widen when I see it's face.

Eddie?

"EDDIE!?" I shout. He immediately panicked and jumped to cover my mouth. "SHH!" I hug him. He holds me closer. "I'm sorry I left you Stevie.." My grip of him tightens. "I love you... Steve.." Tears run down my face. I kiss his cheek. "I love you so FUCKING much Eddie. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.." ... I feel a strange texture. "Eddie- you're-" "A vampire." I pull away for a moment and look up at him. His back has wings attached. His ears are pointy. I put my index fingers on his mouth. "You have.. fangs-" I blush and think about him biting me. Kinky.. I put my thumb into the right fang. Sharp, but not too sharp. "That's hot as fuck" I whisper under my breath. He turns red. I look into his eyes. "You- You heard that!?" He nods. We look eachother in the eyes and maintain eye contact for a moment. He slowly leans in, and I do the same. Our lips connect and we keep it that way. I moan into the kiss. I touch his fangs with my tongue and he teasingly bites down slightly. I moan. We both open our eyes for a second. We both know what's next. He sits up and I start to remove my shirt. He does the same and starts unbuckling his belt. My boner grows as he pulls down his jeans and his dick sticks indents his boxers. He pulls them down and reveals at least 8 inches. He looks at me for a sign of consent. I nod. I open my mouth and start sucking. I gag slightly as my head bounces. He slightly moans as I pick up the pase. "Mhm~ damn Steveie~ You're good for your first time sucking dick~" I blush and smile a bit. He bends down and bites my neck slightly. "A little mark to show you're mine baby~" I suck faster and harder. Gagging at every thrust.

1 Hour Later

We had finished up and decided we should think about what's happening. "What are they gonna do about a whole ass vampire in town!?" "Uhh I don't know- they realized it wasn't you who killed people though." "Well.. I suppose that's a start..." "How are you going to survive is the real question. You can't have garlic, you can't go outside, you can't go near stakes, god only knows if you know any magic at all-" "Actually Harrington," he interrupts, "I can turn into a bat. Bats can go outside. I've tested it." "For real?" "Mhm" "Well, that's one thing down, actually, two, but what are you gonna eat? Vampires drink blood." "I can't drink animal blood too much or I'll be functioning wrong.. but I don't wanna eat people.. it also fells.. weird sucking on people's necks that I don't know." "Take my blood." "What?" "Take. My. Blood." "No Steve- no." "Just don't drink too much." "Oh my lord. How about just stealing blood from abandoned hospitals!?" "Where would there be some??" "You make a good point there. There's gotta be another option." "Eddie. Take. My. Fucking. Blood." "No Steve I can't just-" "Shut up. If I need you to stop I'll tell you. It'll be hot too not gonna lie" He blushes a bit. "Steve. You're going to promise me something." I look up at him. "Hm?" "After EVERY LITTLE BITE, you will drink a bottle of water. And eat something. Just to get less light headed." I nod. "I promise. When do we start?" "Uh I don't really know? I've just been living off of random people. Outside of Hawkins." I give him a seductive look. "We could start now~" "It's like 4:30 am. Tomorrow. Before work? Or after?" "Both. I'll be hornier after work. Then we can get it on. The morning will be a little starter meal to get a little taste. So does this mean?" "Mean what?" "Mean that we're.. together?" "If you wanna be." "Yes!" I yawn. "How about we go to bed?" "Alright." He takes me in his arms and puts one hand on my face. I hear a whisper. "I'm sorry about not returning." "It's alright." I put my hand on his.

(A/N)
HOLY SHIT IM SORRY THAT TOOK SO LONG. IVE BEEN CAUGHT UP IN SCHOOL SO MUCH AND IVE ACCIDENTALLY STARTED SH AGAIN, I GOT A TRACKER APP TO HELP SO I SHOULD BE ALR ❤️❤️ ANYWHO 1552 WORDS 💀

THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL TAKE A LONG ASS TIME BTW IM LOSING MOTIVATION TO EVEN LIVE 🤭🤭😕