This is nothing special. Just random thoughts I would have maybe like a vent book, You're free to read though it might be triggering and I'm just a beginner.
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2:20 AM Status ; Awoke
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" Death. Maybe death is warm like you're being cuddled, or maybe being brought to your bed after you fall asleep on your couch watching tv. All you feel is warm and bubbly while having the loveliest dream you've ever had, while death carries you off to the world of the dead maybe he whispers sweet nothings into your ear
" You've lived a good life dear, you were loved. You had the best of friends, your birthdays were never boring you even had everything you wanted. You've always tried your best in life so never forget you were always wanted. " Maybe something like that.
Or death could be cold, Even the slightest touch would make you shiver maybe it's like coming to an empty house, no one to greet you.. Or say "I love you", or say " I'm so proud of you!" But just being lifted off your feet into the coldness. No signs of warmth or love maybe death would whisper in your ear
" You lived, to die. No one was there for you. You were so utterly boring."
Maybe dying wasn't so bad you would think.. You wouldn't be made fun of anymore, you wouldn't get bullied.. instead you got what you always wanted.
You were free. All you could do is smile and grin nonstop. You've never ever felt so better in your entire life " _________________________________________ " You were warm. The moon shown his pearly teeth at you, mocking your pathetic death. He was giggling and laughing, but you didn't care you were warm. Very warm you couldn't help but laugh. You whispered but yelled
" Ah, I finally gotten what I've wanted. I can finally have my taste of freedom. They were always so mean and cold to me.. Bitter is all I felt. I hated living."
The blood leaked through your shirt as you stared at the moon. It was bittersweet really, all you could do was laugh. You're pathetic is all you thought.. But you didn't care as much you were finally free.
You lived. But not to be loved. But you lived to die. " _________________________________________
2:43 AM
Status ; Drowsy
" Goodnight my dear. "
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