the way you look at HIM {HeeJake, Enhypen, eng ver'}

5- Jeju island {kiss}

*pos Heeseung*

This week I had to go to Jeju Island with Jake.
I booked a room in a hotel, one bed.
(It's cheaper and I don't think Jake will mind, we sleep almost every week in the same bed).

I started to eat my rice grabbing a yogurt from the fridge when Niki came in, hair ruffled and yawning.

"Hello Hyung...
He wasn't 100% awake.

-Hello Niki.

-Jake didn't come to sleep last night?

-no, I'm going to Jeju with him later.

He looked at me with suspicious eyes and poured himself a cup of tea.

-Jeju? Both of you?

-mh. Why is that?

"No nothing... are you going to sleep there?"

-yes.

-In the same room? In the same bed?

-uh... yes...

"You invited him?"

-yes...

"Heeseung, I think we need to talk."

-talk about what?
Panics.

-how do you feel about Jake?

-nothing. He's a friend.

-Heeseung-hyung. Are we friends?

-yes.

-Why am I not coming to Jeju then?

-...

-Hyung, seriously, I was there during your movie the other night, you were just looking at him, I don't even think you remembered what you watched.
If you really saw Jake as
"just a normal friend" I don't think you'd sleep in the same bed even when the couch and mattress are free.
I don't think you'd go home every night together.
I don't think you'd touch his head that much and you'd be so touchy.
I don't think you guys would have movie nights.
And ESPECIALLY I don't think Sunghoon would talk to me about the fact that he hardly sees Jake anymore because he's with you.

"What the hell Sunghoon wanted to do with Jake ?!"
I realized what I had just said and Niki intensified his suspicious look, which was seriously starting to make me uncomfortable.

-Niki...

-No, listen to me.
Lee Heeseung, how do you feel about Jake?
Just tell me now.

-I don't really know... I feel good when he's with me, I don't think I've felt that way before...
But I want to touch him, I can't help it...
I want him to tell me everything about him.
I need him there as much as possible because...

"Because"...?

"I like him."

Niki leaned against the counter, a satisfied smile glued to his face.
I wanted to hit him honestly.
(Sorry, sometimes this kid manipulates me tsss...)

I quickly finished my breakfast and started to get rid of everything before heading to my room and pushing the door, but Niki yelled something at me.

"At least you're honest with yourself!"

I closed the door behind me and started packing for the weekend.
I'm also starting to honestly wonder what kind of feelings I have for Jake.
But my phone interferes with my thoughts.
Jake was calling me.

"Hello Hyung!"

I smiled at the sound of his voice.

"Hello, is your suitcase ready?"