6- what if...?

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*pos Jake*

All night I couldn’t sleep...

"What am I doing...?
My parents will kill me..."

But as soon as I turned to him, everything just disappeared...

He lay on his back...
Often when I looked at him he seemed superior, I know it’s weird but I admired him.
I got up a little to see him from above for once.
Naturally, my hand came to crush his hair...
Then slipped towards his neck and jaw, it was a part of his body that I found particularly beautiful...
He slept deeply because it was still very early, but just looking at him helped me to wake up completely.
I had not slept but he gave me the strength to get up every morning, without knowing it...
You can’t even imagine how much I could love him...
My hand continued its way on his face and came to touch his lips...
They had been so close to me...
I wanted to kiss him whenever I had the chance.
My hand turned towards his back as I approached my face to kiss him again.
I guess that’s what we call "stealing a kiss"...

I didn’t want to get too far away from him so I was only a few centimeters away from the man I loved and would always love...

My hand returned to his face and ran through his skin to his eyes...
They were closed.
When he slept he seemed away...

"Don’t walk away...
Stay with me...
Can’t you imagine being able to let me...
But I know I couldn’t keep you...
Please, stay here."

A tear ran down my cheek as if to remind me that everything is not beautiful...
That you can’t be sure...
That he doesn’t belong to me...
That the one I love could run away from me...

"How would I live without you...?"

My hand went around his shoulders...
I no longer controlled my movements with my brain, it was as if my feelings had taken full possession of my body...

I plunged my face into his neck and his hair to remember his smell...
I grabbed his hand and put another kiss in his neck and then on his temples as if to mark my presence in his memory.

He smiled and took my hand without saying anything...
I didn’t care if he was awake or not all this time, I wasn’t ashamed to love him and show him even less...

Then I closed my eyes, knowing that I would only fall asleep for an hour or two...

When I opened my eyes again he was standing by the mirror, already dressed.

"Hello Hyung...

"Are you all right?"

-mh...

"You haven’t slept much."

-I know, but you’re here so it’s okay.

He’s smiling at me.
I thought he understood.

-Jake.

-mh?

-I had an idea for today.

"What are we going to do?"

-there is an LGBT rights demonstration on the island at 13:00.

-We got there the right week then!

Then we just got ready to go out.
It was not especially hot but not cold either.
I remember he took an umbrella.
When I left the hotel and crossed the hall, I saw the gaze of a woman, a receptionist who judged me.
She knew where we were going.
I grabbed Heeseung’s hand to stop shaking, to stop being afraid.

"Don’t mind."
Says Heeseung tightening his embrace on my hand.
And by making a smile that was more than intended for me.

Once I arrived at the demonstration site, I saw that everyone was surrounded by policemen.
They had no right to harm the protesters and they would not.
They simply searched our bags and returned them to us.

When we crossed the police line we came across a hundred demonstrators, all very different who were talking.

I turned my head towards Heeseung and saw him smiling.
At that very moment, his smile was the only thing I cared about and the only thing that could really make me happy.
But what made me smile was when he grabbed my hand again and dragged me to the crowd...

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Hope you like it :))
Tell me where I am wrong plsss~ ^^

-Nya 🌷

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