Break down (a Matthew Kim/BM x male reader story)

Ch 4

The next morning I'm rudely awoken to an alarm going off making me groan and snuggle more into my pillow groggily. As the alarm keeps going off I bury my face into my pillow only for me to frown when I realize that a pillow shouldn't be this firm. Slowly opening my eyes tiredly I blink when I see I'm laying on a blurry firm chest. Frowning in confusion yesterday then comes back to me and my eyes widen I immediately blushing and try to squirm away but am stopped by Matt's arm firmly wrapped around my waist. Sighing seeing that I'm trapped I gently try to wake him up. "Matt. Matt wake up." His nose scrunches and he opens his eyes I looking up at him seeing his look of confusion. "Um can you let me go please? I have to get to work." He suddenly gives me a look of realization and he moves his arm I scooting away from him to grab my glasses and phone turning my alarm off. I then rub my eyes and let out a sigh immediately feeling anxiety hit me at the thought of going to work. "You alright?" I take a deep breath before nodding. "Yeah I'm fine." He gives me a look that says he doesn't believe me. "You don't look fine." I hesitate before deciding to confide in him. "I don't wanna go to work." He gives me a look of confusion. "Do you not like the company?" I shake my head. "No I like the company and everything. I just I guess you could say I'm having a hard time." He gives me a look of concern and I immediately put on a brave face. "It's nothing I just have to deal." I then get out of bed and change the subject. "Are my clothes ready?" He blinks and nods getting out of bed. "Yeah they should be dry." He leaves the room I running a hand through my red hair with a sigh. He soon comes back handing me my clothes I putting on a smile and thank him. I then head to the bathroom putting on my clothes and decide to keep the hoodie on over my shirt so I won't be questioned about wearing the same clothes. I quickly exit the bathroom and head to the kitchen when I smell food. I see Matt at the stove cooking eggs and I take a seat at the breakfast bar. "Thanks for picking me up and everything yesterday." He turns giving me a smile then hands me a plate of food. "No problem. I wasn't about to let you walk home in  that rain." I smile shyly then start eating while he excuses himself to go get ready. Once I'm done eating I put my plate in the sink then look up when he walks in. "You ready to go?" I nod and head to the door to put on my shoes that are miraculously dried then follow him out to the truck I getting in and putting my seatbelt on. He then starts driving to the entertainment company the closer we get the more anxious I becoming my leg starting to bounce up and down. I can see Matt eyeing me out of the corner of his eye but I keep quiet until we reach the company I sighing and giving him a smile. "Thanks for everything I really appreciate it." He gives me a smile back. "No problem. Maybe I'll see you around?" I nod with a smile saying goodbye to him then hop out of the truck and rush inside.