Break down (a Matthew Kim/BM x male reader story)

Ch 10 (end)

(Jameson's Pov)

Waking up after a two hour nap I get up rubbing my eyes then grab my glasses putting them on and head to the door stepping out about to call for Matt when I see him on the phone. Immediately going quiet I listen curiously when I hear him talking about me my eyes widening when I hear I kissed him. After hearing how he's not going to tell me or acknowledge it I immediately feel tears prick my eyes and I run to the door not even stopping to put on shoes instead just running straight out the door slamming it shut. I then start running as fast as I can my vision blurred with tears I finally stopping when I reach the entertainment company running inside and head upstairs going into an empty practice room. I then sit down in the middle of the floor hugging my knees to my chest and stare at my reflection in the mirror just silently staring blankly at myself. I stay like that for what feels like hours until I hear the door open I immediately saying with a broken voice. "Go away." I hear footsteps until I see Jiwoo's reflection in the mirror. "I was hoping you might be here. Matt's freaking out looking for you." I immediately shake my head. "I don't wanna see him. I made an idiot out of myself. I can't believe I kissed him I bet I made him so uncomfortable." I hear Jiwoo sit beside me she patting my shoulder. "Matt's a very understanding person. At least talk to him about this." I give her a look like she's crazy and she sighs. "Alright fine have it your way." Before I can say anything she gets up and leaves the room. I shrug and go back to staring at the mirror until I hear the door open again I sighing. "Jiwoo you might as well give up." I then turn my head only to freeze when I see Matt standing there immediately frowning and get up. "What are you doing here?" He gives me a sad look. "I need to talk to you. Jiwoo let me know you were here." I immediately grimace and lower my head mumbling softly. "I'm sorry for kissing you and making you uncomfortable." I hear him move closer I backing up the closer he gets until my back hits a wall I trapped between it and Matt's body. "You didn't make me uncomfortable. I just didn't want to take advantage of you while you were drugged." I peek up at him warily. "Then why didn't you want to mention it to me?" He lets out a sigh. "Because I was also scared of my feelings. But I realized I'm even more afraid of losing someone who truly cares about me for my personality. And who's really kind hearted enough to take a drugged drink for someone." I look up at him fully. "What made you realize all this?" He reaches up gently cupping my face. "When you ran away and I couldn't find you because you didn't have your phone or anything. I was afraid I wouldn't find you or that you would get hurt." I blush at his touch and next thing I know I feel his breath against my lips. "I'm sorry if I hurt you or made you feel bad." I mumble out an "it's okay." The words are barely out of my mouth before his lips are on mine I kissing him back eagerly. The kiss is kept soft and sweet until we hear someone clear their throat we immediately pulling apart to see a smirking Jiwoo. I quickly hide my face with my hands blushing bright red I hearing her giggle. "Your welcome." Matt shoos her away before turning back to me gently pulling my hands away from my face he leaning down and pecking my lips. "Let's go you should be resting." I give a little nod and we head downstairs then out to his tuck where we drive back to his apartment one hand on the wheel and the other on my thigh.