the way i'd want you to
melt into my hand
like when i rubbed your cheek
and you'd just kiss my palm
it made me melt
my heart definitely found it's self
skipping to a new tune
what ever this is
i'll keep the memories safe
until they fade
a whirl wind of feelings that needed to be felt
only for it to last a moment
i wished it wasn't just that
a moment
but i know wishing on a star is only
meant for disney
but i could've sworn we had that disney moment
we were stressed
tired
mentally exhausted
nothing will be what that was
how can something feel
so right
but be so wrong
i wanted
i don't know
maybe the affection is what
i crave after so long of just
yearning for that same affection
i read in books
maybe i was just being idealistic
none of this would ever work
why would it
you and i
forever stuck to be friends
but that does not mean i don't
wonder what the what if
could've been
holding your hand
kissing your shoulder
tracing stupid little shapes
with our fingers as if our
fingers can draw the little doodles
that cover my pages of notes
YOU ARE READING
pillow talk
Poesíathe conversations i've had with my pillow. while i pretended it was someone else.
