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|35| 𝒯𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝓉ℴ 𝓂ℯ

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I'm getting out of here.

I've only been here for a week and I'm
already exhausted, I can't leave
this place yet, and trust me I've tried.

And I think I've finally figured out how
to leave, I got the laptop and phone
I asked for, so I've been using it to call-

Wait, I'm going to give you a minute

....okay it's really obvious

I called Louis.

We've been trying to form an easy
escape plan and while we haven't
got a solid plan, I'm probably going
to leave in a few days so let me tell
you about the week I've had.

Every single day I have to eat dinner
with Aleksander and his boyfriend,
The only fun thing about it is calling
Xavier his boyfriend

I try to keep the dinners silent but
Aleksander constantly
asks me questions about various
things, mostly concerning things
I like and my "interesting" life story.

He's pretending that he wants to know
me but I know all he wants is a sex

Just like Stephen, just like Gabriel.

However, I'll admit I ask Aleksander questions about himself.

I ask him about things he doesn't like
so I can figure out what to use against
him, I want to know
everything that makes him weak

I figured out he isn't exactly a bad
person, but he literally kidnapped me.

Then brought me back to my father
who shoved a marriage contract in
my face and then soon after took me
to fucking Russia

I don't hate him, I can't see why not

Right now I'm sitting on "my bed"
with just my underwear and bra on,
I stare at my inner thighs and look at
all the scars on my leg,
some are dark and some aren't.