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I wake up feeling my legs aching,
and a weight on my chest,
making it hard to inhale and exhale.

I open my eyes and look down to see Aleksander's head laying on my chest;
I try to push his head as I whisper

"Aleksander get up" He adjusts
his head while muttering in a
tired voice "Five more minutes."

"I have to get ready for dinner."
I tell him, He ignores my words
and softly kisses my collarbone

"Aleksander!" I whine, He grins.

"You don't have to, I can take care of it."

"No, you can't, I have to figure out something with Zander,
I could make some type of deal"
He kisses up my neck and to my lips

"Or I could kill him" He suggests,
I roll my eyes and push him away,
He dramatically falls back onto the
bed and groans, I grab a blanket and
wrap it around my body.

I step into the bathroom I see small
purple and brown marks on my neck,
Great. More things I have to cover up

I feel the sore muscles in my legs
as I lean against the sink,
Aleksander walks into the bathroom
with a guilty smile on his face

"Why did you do this to my neck?"
I ask, his smile turns into a smirk

"You look so pretty"

I try to step away from him but get
pulled back, I bump into his chest and
in just seconds his lips crash onto mine

"I'm about to take a shower,"
He whispers, I nod my head
and attempt to walk away again
but once again, he pulls me back.

"Take a shower with me," I shake
my head and laugh "I doubt you
would only take a shower, I'll
take one after you." He rolls his eyes

"I can keep my hands to myself." He says dramatically, I scoff, he's such a liar.

"You don't even believe that!"

He kisses my forehead, Then he tugs
on the sheets wrapped around me

"Can I pull this off you?" I laugh and
shake my head, He sighs and kisses me again "Fine, I will be a few minutes."

I step out of the bathroom, shutting
the door behind me.
I grab my hairbrush off of my dresser
and scroll through socials as
I brush through the knots in my hair.

I'm still a little confused with everything happening, After everything
with Aleksander I feel odd, I didn't think
about the idea of us really being together.

I don't really know how I feel.

I think I want him, and I know he wants me, But I can't help feeling uneasy about everything. No relationship I've had has been good, Except for Louis, of course.