"I'm here to stand while you marry someone else."
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"Hazz come on sing a song and we'll win this game and Zee will take us on a trip ."
Asher yelled, clapping and cheering for harry. But latter shook his head, not in a mood for anything in which he has to smile; but Asher was happy and giggly, his eyes adorn with fallen diamons from sky and cheeks blossom like new born flower. And how couldn't be he happy, tomorrow was his engagement and they all were spending a night with all the family members and cousins, playing games and engaging in silly conversations.
"Come on hazz don't be boring, please for me."
And harry sighed taking guitar from his dad's hands, Asher really knows how to get him into work. He knows how to make him smile and how to make him cry by marrying Zayn.
He closed his eyes remembering the lyrics of his favourite song, the one he couldn't stop singing when he felt lonely at night, the one that always reminds him of Zayn; specially during Christmas nights when his eyes feel hazy with the shine of gazing stars above him and the sheets seem more cold like his soul without the warmth of his love .
When the first word of the lyric left his mouth. Zayn who was sitting on the couch talking with Asher's mom, looked up at him with a smile, but that smile soon vanished when he saw some uncried tears leaving his eyes .
These lyric was so known to Zayn,he was familiar with the meaning behind it, in every letter Asher used to write him something about his favourite song and favourite book and this one was very close to his heart and from the moment he fall in love with him his words became the reason of his smile too. He had hummed this song for years every night and day with a smile always lingering on his lips.
"Let's stay together
I, I'm I'm so in love with you
Whatever you want to do
Is all right with me."
Zayn put his wine class on the table, his eyes never leaving the guy whose voice was enchanting and mesmerizing captivating everyone's heart in the room, but that's not what caught zayn's eyes. The thing which was making him restless was the known warmth of his words.
He walked towards Asher and sat beside him, the other one was look at harry with dreamy eyes. cheering and applauding for him and when Zayn came he laid his head on his shoulder and for the first time Zayn felt it's not good.
Ooh, loving you forever
Is what I need...
Harry took a pause as unshed tears started blurring his glossy eyes, he couldn't take it anymore, he needed to be held by zayn. How can he let his love die like this in the darkness of night.
He loved him with everything in him and the owner of his heart don't even knows that he own his heart.
The moment he pause Zayn started singing from where harry left, and that's when harry looked at him for the first time that night. But zayn's constant gaze was burning him, cause glance was not enough anymore, he wanted him to touch him_ kiss him _and take him beyond stars and moon.
"Let me, be the one you come running to
I'll never be untrue
And I want to spend my life with you
I'm I'm so in love with you
Not for second Zayn stop staring at him, he was not even blinking his lashes and it was Killing harry, ripping him apart but not letting him.
When the song ended he excused himself, running out of the living room wiping his tears furiously, they couldn't stop streaming; when his bare feet made contact with the green meadows he was about to collapse cause then only the bleeding heart of his would feel good but someone held him by his wrist and harry knows its him__it has to be him. No one has the right to hold him like this, expect Zayn. He won't allow anyone to touch his skin expect the one who owns his heart.
He collapsed in his arms and Zayn didn't pushed him like harry expected. Instead he wrapped his arms around his waist, lifting him up of the ground and pulling him close. Hands raoming everywhere on his back in search of the unknown warmth from his flesh. But harry couldn't stop whimpering, painful sobs and muffled voice, he has waited so long for this moment to be noticed by him, to be loved by him and to be held by him and when finally he was here, his finger lost in his curls and arms holding him close, cause he knows the moment he would let go of him harry would fall on the ground as always whenever Zayn left him.
"I've waited too long my darling that now my eyes can't even identify between you and your illusion.."
"All_all those letters and those midnight talks , those pain and those letters on birthday it was you it was always you.."
Harry buried his face in the crook of his neck, nodding his head and mumbling "I've_ I've loved you for so long that now i don't know anything expect loving you."
Harry finally pulled back from his embrace after so many pleadings from Zayn, that i want to look at you. But he was feeling unconscious and as always drunk in love' he wanted to be admired by him, to look good in his eyes and he couldn't let him see this tear stained face of his.
He shook his head multiple times, clutching his shirt with his fist. But when he did and finally looked up at the man in front of his eyes looking at him like that for the first time.
"Don't look at me like that_ don't look at me like that or i don't know I'll fall for you again and I'm too tired of falling again and again."
Harry smiled at him, his eyes were swollen, and clouds after tears still lingering on his lashes. But how could he not look at him, the beauty of his dreams, his Zayn, the need of his every need and love which he cannot let go no matter how much painful it was.
His trembling fingers started tracing his face, roaming on his cheeks,his forehead and his lips which he had dreamt of praising countless nights.
Sweetheart, darling and honey...
none of it was enough beautiful for his love. wish he could make something from pearls and broken stars and rays of sun and put under his feet. So whenever he would walk, he would leave something behind himself to let harry yearn for him for all his lifetime.
That's when harry saw Asher's smiley face from window and the waves of thoughts striked him hard, he withdrew himself from zayn's grip and ran towards his own house. Not looking back for once, cause he knows that if he'll look back then he would run into his arms without thinking about anyone else.
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