"Midnight rain."
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Sam started spending much of his time with harry like sitting beside him while dining and talking about him after few drinks, taking long walks with him on beach. And all these things were making Zayn restless, if he would've known that falling in love would hurt like this then he would've never fell in love with someone. This was not the only thing which was hurting him, Asher's eyes would haunt him during night cause whether he likes it or not eventually he's going to hurt him as well.
Harry looks happy with sam that's how he's behaving in front of everyone. A big smile on his lips though Zayn knows that how he hide his tears from everyone. Cause he has seen his tear soaked pillow, and have read his tear stained letter. He has seen his naked soul in front of his eyes. But the way he would just give him a small smile and a nod of head in front of whole family like they don't even know eachother. And that they both are just strangers not lovers or two souls deeply in love.
"Where were you?"
A loud voice echoed in the living room and all the darkness vanished cause off lights were on now. Harry was tip-toeing towards his room but that voice from behind made him stop on the second last staircase he clutched his long blezer tightly still not turning around to see who's it because he knows. He can sense his voice from million miles away!
A hand on his shoulder from behind was not a big deal, but harry was ready to fall in his arms, and drown himself in his eyes. Whatever he did with sam tonight was zayn's right. Ta hold his hand, to feed him, to wipe his lips with thumb, to give him his own blezer cause he was feeling cold. Each and everything was zayn's.
"With sam I'm we__."
"On a date."
"Za__"
"On a date with sam."
"Yeah."
The moment harry whispered"yeah" Zayn nodded his head and step back from him. He was jus few steps away but harry was feeling a distance of eternity between them, which can never be filled up. At least he should've screamed at him, scolded him, or held him tightly with a possessiveness reminding him how he belongs to him only him and no one else.
But Zayn did nothing, just a lone tear escaped from his left eye. And he was on last staircase that's when he turned around and looked into Harry's green eyes with everything in him. Grief in pain and devotion for love, a pure devotion which cannot be denied by a living soul not when harry also prays for him, he resides in his each and every prayer. Zayn is his only one.
He ran towards him and engulfed him from behind. Holding him tightly like he's a dream and he would lost him the moment he would open his eyes. And losing Zayn means losing life, he's like breathing, always a need. Words were still far from their lips but who needs words in love when warmth itself starts speaking. Zayn was never the one who shows his vulnerable side to anyone, he was always the one who used to hold people in his arms. Like his first girlfriend when she broke her heels and was crying for it in washroom for hours, or his bestfriend who was wiping after his break-up for days but now that his harry is holding him with an intention to never let go he really wish someone would've hold him this way, like they're consuming him. He wanted to be consumed by the love of his life. Cause there's nothing more beautiful then to be held by harry.
"I'm sorry so sorry be angry with me, um don't talk to me for days, scream at me do whatever you want but just don't leave me . That's not your right, you've to love me like you've all these years, I'm yours and i always want to be yours in every lifetime, nothing can change that."
A twenty one year old Zayn would've kissed harry in this moment without any further words, but this Zayn who sees harry not just as his lover but soulmate wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed his forehead. Keeping his lips on his forehead for few moments and tasting its warmth on his lips. He dragged his lips from top to his neck, kissing his collarbone fingertips already on his back, seeking for the warmth they always look for.
They kissed and they kissed sitting on the cold floor without worrying about anything. Just the smack of lips again and again. The feeling of euphoria.
They kissed till moon turns into sun.
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Finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
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