"your arrival is enough to make me forget all the waiting and yearning and everything that I've went through."
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" you're more gorgeous than I thought."
Zayn whispered as soon as he got a moment alone with Asher. Asher replied you too his cheeks heated up with Zayn's constant prying gaze on him. Asher wrapped his arms around his neck holding him close to his own self, it's been so long since he held him this close and now that he did, it feels surreal. Zayn held him tightly; his mind fogged with all the years he've spent talking to him on mails jus black words on white screen. He was so restless that he would kiss his screen sometimes feeling his words on his on his own lips. Countless nights he had spent in just reading a book which the latter recommend, carving each words in his mind and deep inside his heart.
Meanwhile harry was waiting in front of their closed door from an hour or so, his thoughts conflicted that should he knock or not. But then he hear their laughter mingled together and he ran out of the door tears falling on green meadows. Even that wilted rose and new born sunflower knows that Zayn is here, every tree and each of their leaves knows he's here cause harry used to talk about Zayn with each one of them, nature and silence and that dark midnight rains too. But none of them knows the agony of his heart which is caused by Zayn's arrival. He never wanted to come here he would've spent another night in the library reading books under the dim and old light, hearing the harmonious sound of fireflies. But he was always a fool for him, running after him barefoot since childhood just for a single glance, writing his name on his small wrist with his sketch pen and admiring it all night, telling moon that how beautiful Zayn is , blushing whenever he would look at him even for a second, wearing clothes like him so he would talk to him and praying to god every night that please write a name in my fate ' Zayn'.
Their laughter was still sending shiver throughout his whole body, he had imagined thousands of different ways in which he would meet Zayn for the first time. But now that he's here and he didn't even asked about him for a once was making his heart ache and here he spent his all day cooking his favourite dish decorating his kitchen counter with his favourite flowers and Zayn didn't even asked about his presence. Asher's window was just in front of his window, the drapes were down but he could still see their shadows they were running after each other like childhood. Nothing has changed, they both were always into each other and still is and harry was always a lost star far from his moon and still he's same as before.
Loving Zayn was not hard neither it was that easy. Harry have always waited for him, whether it was saving a sit in class for him or make him pass his maths test or always be a denner whenever they would play hide and seek cause Zayn loves to hide. He laid his head on the glass window getting little and faded glance of his shadow and a small smile crept on his face, but it was not from heart how can it be when he's not with him. But Zayn's smile was beautiful and bright since childhood that harry would do anything to make him smile and be the reason of his smile, he even gave him his favourite teddy and new remote control plane which his dada gifted him on his sixth birthday, cause the latter was crying after falling from swing.
And at last he gave him his heart too, but Zayn never asked for it that's why his beating heart is neither with him and nor with Zayn lost somewhere in the waves of his tears.
The moment he closed his eyes his doorbell started ringing and it was Asher he could sense him from far and that means Zayn is also here, in his house and soon he would come in front of his eyes for the first time. He don't know after how long cause he had stop counting days from a week. He immediately got up making his bed, wiping his tears looking in the mirror, he wanted him to look at him and admire whatever he would see. He always wanted to look beautiful in his eyes. Soon he felt Asher's weight on his back but he didn't turn around he's here but he has to look at him, his eyes have yearned a lot they need to know how the owner of his soul looks like. His fingers which have wrote Zayn's name everywhere needed to feel the touch of his skin, cause all they've done is imagined him in every constellation of this universe, penning it down with ink on plain paper.
"Zayn meet harry my best friend my brother too."
Zayn nodded his head and extended his hand which the latter took after a little pause. That's when harry realised that none of his imagination was worth it, cause Zayn was beyond anything in this universe, he was beyond ocean and beyond moon, beyond every gorgeous body which is still known and unknown in all the galaxies. When Zayn let go of his hand harry didn't liked the feeling of it, he felt as something broke inside him, something which was still unknown to him.
Asher started telling him about everything but harry was too distracted by someone that he couldn't contemplate what he was saying. Zayn was indeed an magician that's what how he used to describe him to his mum cause he always makes him smile and forget about everything bad in this world.
" you always use to make him cry and make fun of his chubby cheeks mister, say sorry to my friend ."
" didn't knew I was that horrible in childhood, but trust me harreh now I'm not like that, I'm a pure gentleman now."
Asher slightly slapped him on his chest and Zayn pulled him in his arms, while harry hided his unshed tears and forced a smile on his lips though his heart which he has lost very long ago was bleeding somewhere unknown to everyone just for Zayn.
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