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C.A.L.M

Dedicated to amberjazmyn for the great plot!

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Ashton's P.O.V
I knew something was wrong with me but I tried to hide it. Until I collapsed backstage and couldn't breathe. I was taken to a hospital by Calum and they did blood testing.

I went home and rested for a couple days when we got the results back. Obviously we were all scared of what would happen to me. Heck, I could be dying, but I probably wasn't. That's crazy.

Calum's P.O.V
I got the results in the mail from Ashton's tests and stared at the envelope and then up at the guys. I opened it and read it quickly before feeling tears in my eyes.

Ashton had cancer...

"G-guys...a-Ashton?" I asked sheepishly an looked at Ashton "you have cancer...a form of brain cancer..." His face dropped and he started crying heavily. He, the boys, and I sat there for hours before he was admitted to the hospital.

~*4 months later*~
// a/n don't hate me...//
Ashton wasn't doing so well, he was dying and we all knew it. I looked to Michael and Luke when we walked into his room.

He had lost all his hair and now just had a bandana around his head. He was thin and pale, and he was on life support. Today was the day they turned it off...he wanted them too...he was suffering too much. All of us were crying as they shut it down and we watched Ashton slowly drift away, peacefully.

"Goodbye Ashton..."
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Omg don't hate me. I had to do it. Oh my god I'm fucking crying. Why did I have to write it?! Gahhh asdfghjkl. Brb, dying.