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eventually me and Calum fell asleep again. this week has been really great . but I wonder what our parents will think. I don't know and at the moment I really don't care. I don't care because being with calum is like living a dream (see what I did there) and I never want to wake up. he makes me want to stay forever. and im okay with that. im definitely okay with that. but... I don't think anyone else is ok with it.

But to be honest in this world you get one chance at love . And I don't know if I love cal but I know that he gives me hope. He doesn't use me up and throw me away. He doesn't make sense in the best ways. But this perfection isn't going to last long.

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"Calum I should go home.my parents are going to get upset." He groaned and sat up from the laying position he was in on the bed. "But baaabbbeee" I blushed becuase of the new nickname and smiled. "At least let me take you home?" He held my face and kissed it gently. "Okay.fine."

On the ride to my own house I started thinking about all of the events that had occurred and drake came on the radio. "Started from tha bottum now we here" and I had to agree with drake. I started with the fantasies now I'm here.

"Well cal thanks for everything ." He pecked me on the forehead. "Of course. And call me if you need anything." I nodded and headed towards my doom.

~*~

"WHAT THE HELL CHLOE???" I squinted my eyes from the loudness in my mom's voice. Like what the hell mom. Hahaha I'm gr8 . "CHLO!" I shook my head to zone out of Chloe land. "Huh?" Then more lectured ,tears, and yelling later we were set with a week of grounding and extra chores. Yay.

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Monday was the worst. I mean if Monday was a person , I'd kill them. Instantly. With my bear hands. And I'm Christian.

I walked to my locker . Late . Again. But I wasn't alone. Calum was right there. Late. Again. I smiled remembering about what happened between us. But it was like he was a new person. He just ignored me. Maybe he didn't see me? Or hear me? O well maybe he's just had a bad morning? Stop thinking so much. It's probably nothing.

I head for class and listen to a stupid lady talk about shit I'm literally never going to use. Then is science. My favorite subject.

4...3...2...1 ... RINGGGGG!!!!

Finally . Science. But this science class wasn't as great as I thought. Calum didn't sit by me and he didn't even glance at me. What's his problem? Well maybe Lunch will be better. Hope so.

I passed the line to school lunch. I bring a cold lunch that other shit is disgusting. I sat down all by myself. Watching calum sit by his friends snickering about something. Then I heard my name come from calums mouth along with "fatass hoe." Stinging tears start to rush to my eyes . I immediately ran for the bathroom. But not becuase I hated what he said. But becuase I was throwing up.

And all I could think was: I never throw up?

Hey guyzzzz I don't know if you know where this is headed but I do and you might hate me for it. Hahahaha sorr. Xx emmy xX

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