Letters • Rinney!

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TW: F slur, swearing, homophobic comments.

Ages:
Robin 16
Finney 15

AU: Modern AU

Relationship: Best friends to Lovers

Story: Fluff, and Angst?

!! Grabber doesn't exist !!

Robin is sitting at his desk in his room writing on a piece of paper, and frustration washes throughout Robin's body. He crumples the paper and throws it in the trashcan next to his desk, Robin sits on his bed and looks at his phone for the time. 3:03 AM the phone screen reads, Robin shuts off his phone and goes to bed.

Robin wakes up to his alarm going off at the wrong time, it's the weekend so he has his alarm set for 10 AM, not 6 AM. Robin turns over to shut his alarm off from the annoying ringing sound, Robin decides to go get up since he already knows he won't get back to sleep.

Robin has been up for a few hours it's now noon, and during his free time, he's been watching TikTok, practicing playing his guitar, and writing letters but throwing them away like usual.

Robin decided to try and write another letter. Robin got up and grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil, Robin sat on in his desk and got ready to re-write this letter for the millionth time.

Dear, Finney

Finney, you're one of the most amazing guys I have ever met, and I love hanging out with you. You make me so happy and you don't understand how much I appreciate all the small things you do, I love your smile, your laugh, and your excitement when you talk about space. I know I'm not the sappy lovey dovey type of guy but I love you Finney Blake and not in a platonic way. I know I'm surprised myself I romantically love you, and I've always had ever since I first met you in 4th grade. I love you so much and I want us to be together forever, I would love for you to be my boyfriend Finn. (HELP I'M SO CRINGING)

Love, Robin

Robin set down the pencil and once again frustration washes over his body, he picks up the paper and attempts to throw it into the trashcan but misses and it ends up on the floor. Robin gets up and pushes his chair in aggressively making a loud thud sound rumble throughout his room. Robin sits on his bed while tears start to form.

Robin couldn't hold in the tears any longer, he let the water droplets fall from his face. The boy puts his hands on his face and sobs, "Why can't I be normal?" Robin whispers to himself. "Why am I a fag?!" Robin tells himself. Robin's family has never really supported the LGBTQ+ community so his having feelings for his best friend is going to ruin his relationship with his family and maybe with Finney.

1 PM his phone read, Robin has been crying for an hour about not wanting these feelings for Finney Blake.

Robin gets distracted by a notification he got, it was from Finney 'great timing' he thought as he read the text.

Finney <3: Hey Robin! I wanted to know if I can hang out at your house.

Robin: Oh ofc Finn!

Finney <3: Great! I'll be at your house at 3.

Robin: Sounds great Querido.
Translated: Sounds great Darling.

Robin shuts off his phone and attempts to write another letter before Finney gets here. The same result happens, Robin crumples up the paper and gives tiny sobs. Robin loved Finney but he never thought he would love Finney like this, "Why can't you like girls?" Robin says to himself

It was 3:00 PM and Robin got into his favorite brown tank top with Black sweats, Robin scrolled through Instagram waiting for Finney to get here.

Finney got there at 3:10, ten minutes late but Robin didn't mind. "ROBIN!" Finney yells out letting himself in, he basically lived here so it wasn't unusual for him to walk in randomly. Finney walks into Robin's room and sits next to Robin, "Hey Finns." Robin greets Finney.

Immediately they started talking and laughing, making TikToks but putting them in drafts, looking through Instagram together, and talking shit about a few people. "Do you want something to eat?" Robin asks Finney, "sure." Finney replied watching Robin get up and walks towards the kitchen, Finney stayed in Robin's room. A pile of paper on the floor catches Finney's eye.

Finney got up and grabbed the pile of crumpled and uncrumpled pieces of paper, Finney out of curiosity started reading a few.

Dear, Finney

Querido I am surprised I am saying this but, ever since 4th grade you've caught my eye. You are one of my favorite people and I love everything about you, I can't believe I am saying this but I love you. Like I want you to be my boyfriend, I want to treat you right, I want you in my arms, give you kisses, hug you, cuddle you, show you, you are perfect.

Love, Robin

Finney read a few more and saw an unfinished letter on his desk. Finney read until he saw scribbles at the bottom of the paper. "FINNEY?!" Robin yells out, seeing his best friend read his confession letters to him. Dropping the snack he brought up Finney.

"I-it not what you think." Robin stuttered, and tears started forming in his eyes again for the 3rd time today. Finney walked up to Robin grabbed his hands and headed to sit on his bed. "So, is it true? Do you like me?" Finney asks knowing the obvious answer. "Yes, but I know being gay is disgusting and I don't want to ruin our friendship." Finney was shocked at his comment.

"I don't mean to be a faggot, I don't mean to have these feelings I'm sorry for being a disappointment." Robin repeatedly tells Finney, "Robin, you're not a disappointment, you shouldn't be sorry for feeling that way." Finney reassures Robin. Robin is sobbing quietly into his hands, Finney kissed his forehead making Robin look up in disbelief.

"I love you too Robin," Finney tells Robin, seeing a bright pink color show up on his face. "You don't think this isn't normal?" Robin questioned, "No it's normal for feeling this way towards the same sex Robin." Finney tells him "I should know I like you, Robin, ever since 4th grade." Finney smiles at Robin making him feel safe and comfortable.

"You're not disgusting for feeling this way love." Robin smiles at the reassurance and the pet name, "will you uh..be my boyfriend?" Robin whispers but loud enough for Finney to catch what he was asking. Finney answered by kissing Robin, making Robin melt into the kiss. Robin and Finney ended up cuddling each other for the rest of the day, feeling safe and comfortable with each other's presents.

1163 words! I'M MAKING MYSELF EMO I WANT A BOYFRIEND JFDFJKDVJH

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