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Hope (8)

          What we have is something that others envy. An amity with diverse possibilities toforesee, and our common interests that draw us near to intimacy.

          Yet, through a series ofpassionate sharing of lascivious texts and scriptures, and yearning for a man's adoration, youcannot devote yourself anew, when your heart still worships the late foregone.The rarity of your laugh can only be heard amidst your vulnerability. It was easy for me todistinguish between the real and fake. Your harmonious chanting to hide your agony was themightiest thing I had ever seen. You were a King who lost his King, but never sought a worthyreplacement for him.

          By any chance, was there hope? I am completely aware of the impossibility for perfectsimilarities between him and me. I'm only twenty but I could fight for you even if it would leadto nothing, even just holding an insignificant possibility. By that probability, I would face jeopardy just to make you my liability.

          So, love me before you go – before preceding his steps: rebound your pain and let your tears ricochet. Just let me feel your heart linked with mine even just for an ample amount of time.Let this be the last resort to feed a heart's contentment, nonetheless will end a lifetime of suffering.