The path Of New world

Twenty Six

Namjoon purring, his chest rumbling behind your back. Namjoon scenting you, his soft rubbing on your neck. His purrs made you little relax but still paranoid about them, what if they lock you again?. And the baby in your belly made you worry more. On your belly, prince laying circled. It's also purring. But namjoon's purr suppressed prince's.

When you wake up you seen namjoon and taehyung each side. They are in asleep, you tried to wake up that made them wake as well. Namjoon beamed when he looked at you. Taehyung hugged you closer and tight, namjoon shouted at taehyung to stop. You scared at them that time. And hugged your knees to chest, they apologies soon they seen you like that. Then they explained. Hoseok and Jin corrently caged in basement. And you're pregnant. Both news shocked you. Caging them wasn't what you want even though they hurt you. And getting pregnant? Even you don't know how to feel about it.

You can't take care of child right now, it will make situation worse. You're not married officially, both mates hurt you. Livin' with them is nightmare from now on. You even thought about leaving south korea, but that was too expensive for you. But also you don't want abort it. Killing a child was sin. You're against that idea. Everything is confusing.

"Y/n" namjoon called you. You hummed. "What are thinking?" He asked you. He worried that you want to abort it. He belived in you but, still there is chance you don't want it. It's hybrid child so, you can't wait longer. It will grow faster.

"Namjoon. I'm confused" you said. If you can't make decision, namjoon will help you.

"About what?" He is sure it's about baby. He mentally thanked to God, because taehyung was not around right now. It's sensitive topic for everyone, but for him it's more.

"I have this situation. You know right? I have lot in my own plate. Having a child was gonna be worse. I can't ask help from Jin too. They both become my nightmare." You stopped for second. Namjoon trying to control his emotions. He need to understand, the child will be your traumatic reminder. He mentally start to preparing. "But I also don't want to abort. It's like murder" you sobbed. "I'm confused. I'm... Why I have to born in first place" you cried. Namjoon hold you close. He want to cry too. He tried hold back, but he couldn't, he cried too. Prince meow while looking at you, he blinked and jumped down. He run outside. He turned you and put your head on his chest. The low rumble, you felt.

Yoongi run inside, he seen you both crying in eachother's arm. Prince is in his hand. Behind him, jimin looked at you weridly. When he saw you before you were fine. So, what happened?. Maybe hormones! But it will not show this soon.

Yoongi walked to you both, he patted namjoon and you. "Relax. Relax. Calm down." Yoongi said lazily. Jimin sighed. Letting yoongi comfort someone was worse idea. You both cried more. Prince selected wrong person. Jimin rolled his eyes and climbed on bed, he gave big hug to you both. His tail tickled you belly.

"Everything will be alright. Don't cry, stay strong. I'm here for you two. You can say, whatever in your mind. I will listen, because I'm your good friend" yoongi cringed behind him. He want wash his eyes and ears with detergent. Namjoon calmed little and you too.

"Y/n don't want abort, but she said, she can't keep it too." Namjoon said between sobs.

"My parents will kill me, if they ever know it" you snuggled into namjoon's chest. Trying to control your tears.

"Is it?" Jimin worried. He don't know how to express about it or how to calm you down. Finding words is difficult.

"You can keep it namjoon. You can be a good dad. Y/n if you ever want to see your cub, you are always welcome." Yoongi said casually. You don't want to pardon namjoon.

"Samantha will kill me, if she ever know I kept my touch with y/n" namjoon sobbed. It was sad for you. Namjoon worrying about his girlfriend.

"Ahmmm.... Actually namjoon, Samantha told me that you guys no longer dating anymore. So, I think it's okey" yoongi said, namjoon looked at him confused, you too. "She called me, because she couldn't reach you. I said you broke your mobile. she asked why, I said you got mad. Again she asked why, I said because Jin kidnapped y/n. She asked me to elaborate everything, I told her everything. I mean everything. Even I said, you corrently hugging her in sleep." Namjoon widen his eyes as his jaws dropped. "And she said to pass this to you, that between you guys are over. Don't ever try to reach her."

"Hyung..." Namjoon start to cry. "Why did you do that to me?, You should have lie" namjoon cried more. You don't know how to comfort him. It's Samantha,  Namjoon and her dating for three years. she was such a sweetheart. but she got her temper. if she say, she don't like it, she never gonna like it ever. If she say, avoid you, namjoon should have do that.

"I'm sorry" you can't help but cry too. "Everything because of me"

"Just leave them alone. They will calm down in while" Jimin climbed off from bed. And walked to door. "but hyung, you should have just lied to her" jimin commented.

"She is scary" yoongi only said it. Jimin surprised to hear it. Behind him, prince run. Prince really like yoongi. Yoongi also enjoy prince's company. It's clear by seeing his tail.

You and namjoon stopped crying after a while. You felt your throat dry. Namjoon reached wet cloth and put it on your forehead. And gave some water too.

"You're burning again" namjoon said. "It will affect cub" he said as he patting your belly. It was embressing.

"She or he will gonna get mad About my stupid decisions. They gonna hate me. How I'm gonna face my parents again? They will hate me too. You guys already hating me. And my mates it's clear they hating me too." You took cloth and throwed it away. "It would be better, if died back then" you tried to stood up but you felt your head spin. You laid down again. "I'm only causing problems, I should have died" you said. Namjoon hugged you.

"Don't say things like that. Everything will be fine. I will protect you from Jin and hoseok. Samantha will understand situation. Everything will be alright. Just let's  take care of you now. We will find a way." Namjoon said. Namjoon's warmth also burned you. Guilt, regret, responsibility, sorrow and anger kept burning you. Will you  ever be okey?