The path Of New world

Twenty Eight

Your mother crying in front of you. But you couldn't even wipe her tear. How can you? You are the reason of her crying. She give birth, and rised you. As a mother she did everything that she can. Your father admitted in hospital. She didn't ask you for help untill she couldn't take anymore.

She wanted to yell you, shout you, kick you out of house. But she remained silent. She is a mother, she could not do that. She hate to see your pain.

"My daughter I glad, atleast you came back to me" you ashamed.

"Eomma. I'm sorry" you cried in her arms. She hugged warmly and patted your back.

"I shouldn't have  let you out. The world is too harsh on you." She wiped your tear when you couldn't wipe her tears. Your felt ashamed, You lose your job, you house, and you dignity. You failed to be good daughter.  "Go, fresh up Mmm?." She patted your shoulder and walked you to your room.

When you came back, your mom set everything on table. You didn't say anything, and ate quitely. You mother, talked about random things. She carefully avoided you Father's condition and home debits. You listened her.

She had emotions too, she want let out her anger and frustrations on you. But seeing your face was made her sadder. Namjoon dropped you first, she was happy when she seen you. But your face told her something wrong. You want tell everything and cry, but instead of you, namjoon told everything and apologized for his brother. He carefully avoided your confusion just said his brother and Hoseok both loved you, first Hoseok marked you because of that Jin had hard time then he also marked you. Then they both ended up hurt you. And now you pregnant. He said, He was intend to take responsibility but your mother politely refused it.

She was raged, but she controlled. You never showed your vulnerable side to them, after you moved out. You behaved as a responsible adult. You took responsibility when they were weak. She know, you even sold apartment to handle situation. Now you came back to them with hurt.

A week after you meet your father. You ashamed to meet him. Disgusting on your ownself.

Before that, you mother took you to obstetrician and confirmed about your health and child's health. Hybrids gene took dominate human gene so, it's will be hybrid child. Like hybrid pregnancy, your cub develop in four months. But there will be difficulties. You have to rest much more. Because, child will take more of your energy. If you're not careful untill you give birth, there is chance one of you or both of you die. Your health is also not in good condition. So, they asked your mother to better take care of you. You become slient,  you rarely talked.

You did chores in house. Even though, she said you have to rest. You couldn't just sit around. You even searched for jobs, but your health blocked. So, you intend to open mother's resturant with remaining money in bank. You worked hard for it.

Your Father don't know anything about you. He wanted meet you. Starngely he talked about your future and want to see you getting married and watch his grandchildren. Everyday his health gone bad, docters also said it's useless to keep him in hospital anymore. So, she took you to hospital and leaved you with him.

For couple hours, you spend time with him. He didn't scold you, that's what made you more guilty. Next day, you received news that he passed away in his sleep. You blamed yourself more.

In funeral you stayed silent. Some noticed your growing little belly, few disgusted. You Regreted your own decision, that's what made you close yourself. You locked yourself in resturant's kitchen, you used the resturant as your distraction. Your mother, worried about your depressed State. She can just hope everything will be alright one day.

"Jungkook -ah, see your Hyung what brought for you" Jin called Jungkook who laying on his bed. In Jin's hand, a expensive play station which is recently released and limited edition. Jungkook didn't move his finger. Also, don't paid any attention. Jin sighed and leaved him alone.

After a week namjoon realised them from cage. Namjoon Stopped talking with them. Taehyung quite himself to them. Jungkook, jimin and yoongi stayed netural but avoided conversation. No one wants to break their pack's bond. They share decade of bond between each one of them. So, no one wants to break it, they just need some more time.

Between them it is untold roul, that talking about you is forbidden. Hoseok and Jin understand you leaves them for good. But, it's hurts them more.

Hoseok barely came  home. He spend most of time in dancing school or in bar. He was spend his days as drunk. he blamed himself that don't deserve life anymore. He don't deserve you. He shut himself from others. His room's door closed all the time. The six doesn't know what going on his mind anymore. They mostly saw him as drunkhead.

For Jin it's similar. He also spend his time mostly as drunk. But he trying to find you. He bribing his brothers to know about you, but they stayed silent. Also, they barely know about you. Only Namjoon and yoongi knew where you're living. Jungkook knew where your father admitted.

Other than this no one know anything. They didn't tell anything to Jin. He spend more time with you than other six. But he never asked about your about past or family. He afraid. If he asked your's, you will ask him too. He wanted hide his past badly. Jin wants to get you back and his child. He was father of his cub. So, he will get you back whatever it's take. That's why he searching for you.

The seven missed you, seeing prince made it terrible. You leaved prince behind. Prince, may adjust himself between them but they can feel prince missing you too.

Letting you go was felt like simple decision. But, after that everyone felt that impact.

They still waiting for you, hope you will comeback oneday completely healed. Because end of the day, they knew you're still good memory of their life.